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Post by Caesar » 13 Sep 2025, 23:50

Lari Wouj

The windows held a thin skin of fog where breath hit glass and faded. Late October had the air sitting light on the chest, not cold enough to bite, but cold enough to make every exhale visible if you looked for it. Ramon drove one-handed, wrist loose on the wheel. E.J. sat up front, seat pushed back, a hand draped across his knee like he was keeping time with nothing. In the back, Tyree spread out in the middle and Caine tucked himself by the door, phone lighting his hoodie like a small square moon.

He scrolled without smiling. Short clips. Reposts. Still shots of last night stamped with hearts and fire. The words came quick and dumb and flattering. They stacked until they sounded like static. He let them run over him, then thumbed them away. The glow faded a notch.

“Aye,” E.J. said, looking back just enough. “You got bullets in that shit?”

Caine bent and picked the pistol up off the floor. He thumbed the mag release and caught the magazine in his palm. He counted fast. He shrugged.

“Like thirteen.”

E.J. popped the glove box and pulled out a small cardboard box with a corner torn up, plus an empty mag. He tossed both over the seat. “Go on and fill that bitch up.”

Tyree rolled his head toward them, grin crooked. “Look at you. Handin’ the bitch off so another nigga can load her up.”

E.J. didn’t miss a beat. “Nigga please. You the one be at the end of trains. Don’t put that shit on me.”

Tyree laughed into his sleeve. “Says the motherfucker be fucking on white bitches on the West Bank. Nast”

Caine pressed brass into spring. The mag pushed back every time like a small argument. His thumbs burned after the first stack and he shifted grip without looking, breathing steady. The car hummed around them. A streetlight smeared itself across the windshield and slid off into dark.

“Don’t drop none,” Tyree said, the words a poke more than a warning. “Ramon gonna be mad if he finding bullets in his shit for a week.”

“I ain’t no rookie,” Caine said, quiet.

He topped off and tapped the mag flat on his knee. Slid it in. Checked it. Dropped it again and started on the empty one. The heater clicked and sighed. The night outside was clean of bugs and thick air. Buildings passed with their lights down and their signs off, windows reflecting only the car back at them.

Ramon didn’t talk. He watched mirrors like they were always saying something. He took a turn and another, easing them onto a wider road. The East opened up and got empty in the way that made sound travel farther. Somewhere a dog barked twice. A traffic light hung longer than it needed to, then gave.

They pulled behind a building that could have been anything by day. By night, it was just a wall and a metal door and a hum from something electrical. The lot held a few cars with shut mouths. Two old sodium lamps washed everything with a tired yellow.

“Come on,” Ramon said.

They stepped out. The night slid under their clothes where heat had been sitting all week. It felt cleaner. It made breath show for a second before it disappeared. Caine kept his hands low and his eyes up. Tyree cracked his neck and rolled his shoulders like he was getting ready for a picture nobody was taking.

Kevin stood with a handful of guys near the back fence, bodies half in shadow, hands easy but not empty. Ramon walked like he knew the ground. He and Kevin closed the space with a quick grip and shoulder bump.

Ramon pulled a roll of money from his pocket and lifted it just enough to catch the half light. Kevin tipped his chin and drifted to a crate. A black duffel came up from the dark behind it. Zipper closed. He handed it over like it didn’t weigh anything.

“Don’t do all that in one night,” Kevin said, a laugh under the words. “I don’t wanna see my homie on TikTok lookin’ like a clucker on Canal.”

Ramon shook his head, a smile that didn’t touch his eyes. “Never that. You know I leave them pills to y’all.”

Kevin’s people watched the corners while they talked. Shoes scuffed once. Someone cleared a throat. The lot held its breath and then let it out slow.

They split without a promise. Ramon carried the bag like it was nothing, but he kept it close to his leg. Back at the car, Tyree popped the trunk and the hinges answered with a soft complaint. Ramon set the duffel inside with a low thump and closed it gently with his palm.

“I’m fucking hungry, dog,” Tyree said as the trunk clicked. “Let’s get some motherfucking food.”

Ramon stared at him through the open gap over the roof. “We got four bags of pills in the trunk and you wanna stop for a fucking happy meal?”

Tyree shrugged. The shrug said he could eat under any sky. “Them pills ain’t going nowhere.”

E.J. looked from Tyree to the lot and then to Ramon. He didn’t add anything.

They got back in. Doors shut soft, one after the other. The cabin held that small quiet cars have before a radio comes on, but nobody reached for it. Caine slid the fresh mag into his pocket and kept the other in his hand, thumb on the baseplate like he could feel the count through plastic. The smell in the car had changed since they got out. Cold air. Faint oil. Something like fish and fryer grease carried on their clothes from the wind that cut the corner.

Ramon sat for a beat with the engine running. He looked in the mirror and then the other one. He shook his head once like he was agreeing with himself. He put the car in drive and pulled them out slow.

~~~

The building’s parking lot was near empty, the paint on the lines almost gone. A cold breeze skated across the asphalt and found the crack under the door. Inside, the fluorescents hummed like a headache. Everything smelled like disinfectant and stale coffee, the kind of clean that made your tongue taste metal.

Roussel hunched behind the desk, sleeves rolled to his elbows, a stack of files squared into a neat wall at his wrist. He liked them squared. Forms were control you could see. He flipped to the violation section, circled a missed check-in, laid the pen down in a perfect line, then picked it up again. The chair under him squeaked every time he shifted. He did not shift much.

Down the hall, his assistant typed with two fingers. The building had settled into the kind of quiet that made every small sound feel bigger. The heater clicked on, then off. Somewhere a toilet tank refilled and kept refilling.

A knock came at the outer door. The assistant buzzed it without standing, then stood anyway when she heard a man’s voice. “He’s in his office,” she said. The latch clicked. Footsteps crossed the scuffed floor and paused at the threshold like they were taking stock.

Markus Shaw, suit tailored to perfection, stepped in and let the door ease shut behind him. He did not rush. He did not smile. He looked once around the room, taking in the stacked files, the plastic plant that never fooled anyone, the camera dome in the corner. Then he sat.

Roussel did not look up right away. He finished his line, capped the pen, and only then lifted his eyes. “I didn’t tell you to sit.”

“Does that make you mad,” Markus said, the I clear and deliberate. “That I didn’t wait on permission.”

Roussel leaned back. The chair complained. “What you want?”

“What’s it going to take,” Markus said, “for you to stop blocking college visits for my client.”

Roussel let out a small sound, almost amusement. “Nothing you can do,” he said. “If he wanted a future he should’ve stuck to knocking up ghetto trash and playing pretend. Instead, he wanted to be a gangster.”

The word hung in the air. The heater clicked again and failed to catch. Markus did not answer. He watched Roussel like a man watching a fire burn through a field that was not his, the patience of someone who knew heat passed. Then he said, soft, “You’re probably right.”

Roussel’s mouth twitched at the corner.

“What was it like?” Markus asked.

Roussel blinked once. “What you mean?”

“Getting fired,” Markus said. “Troop B. What was it for again?” He tilted his head a fraction. “Soliciting and malfeasance?”

Silence folded over the desk. Roussel’s jaw worked once. He set the pen down. He made the move small like he did not care, like the air did not shift. “You knowing that doesn’t bother me.”

“You’re right.” Markus stood and smoothed his jacket with one palm. “It wouldn’t bother me either. I would be mad, though,” he said, voice even, “if I was a racist piece of shit who lost a cushy state job and had to sit here making forty-five a year while people who look like me clear that in a month.”

He buttoned the top button slow, eyes never leaving Roussel. “I’m going to win.”

“Not in time for that boy to go to college,” Roussel said. His smile showed teeth this time. Power was a smile you could wear.

Markus nodded like he knew weather when he saw it. He reached into his inside pocket and pulled out nothing. Just the gesture. A practice of gathering himself. “Have a good night,” he said. “Enjoy your hungry man dinner.”

He turned for the door.

The room swallowed the sound quick. Roussel sat very still. The smile fell slow, like sap. He reached for the pen and found it had rolled out of its perfect line. He squared the stack. He squared the pen. He shook his head at nothing, a small irritation, like swatting a gnat.

From the front, the assistant cleared her throat. “Everything all right, William?”

“Fine.”

On the desk, the violation form waited. Roussel read the name again and tapped the missed check-in with the tip of the pen until it left a black dot. He imagined the route from this chair to intake. Phone call. Paper. One more number ticked. He could hear the cuffs in his head. He liked the sound. It made choices simple.

He pushed the file aside and pulled another forward. The heater finally caught and blew thin air that made the blinds shiver. A siren far outside rose and faded. The office returned to its hum.

In the hallway, the assistant shut down her computer and put on her coat. She paused in the doorway. “You need anything before I head out?”

“No.”

She nodded and left him with the lights and the plastic plant and the camera dome that had never saved anyone. Roussel leaned forward and blew across the top of his coffee. It tasted like pennies and sugar packets. He drank it anyway. He liked the way bitter sat on the tongue and told the body nothing good was coming.

He opened the drawer, found the box with microwave instructions stamped in faded red, and slid it back shut. He did not get up. Not yet. He took one more file from the stack and set it in the pool of light.

He picked up the next file.

~~~

The taco truck threw a hard white rectangle across the cracked lot. The air carried cilantro and meat and the faint sweetness of tres leches. Their breath showed for a beat when the breeze cut through, then disappeared into the sodium dark. They stood under a dead lamp across the street, trays balanced on a trunk that had seen better paint.

E.J. cocked his chin at the small plastic clamshell tucked into Caine’s bag. “You gon’ teach me some Spanish so I get the extra too, or you keeping that to yourself?”

Caine eased the lid off a cup of salsa verde and stirred it with a flimsy spoon. “Gave ’em more money, too.”

Tyree shoulder-bumped him, grin crooked. “Sound like me and E need to learn Spanish so you give us your money then. I’ll be like, mira papi, don’t I remind you of your people?”

Caine huffed a small laugh through his nose and tipped the spoon, painting the taco careful like the tortilla could take a straight line if he treated it right.

Ramon watched the street more than the food. He stood with his back slightly turned, eyes in the glass of the dark storefront across the way. “We got a rack for you when we get off them pills,” he said, voice even, like he was mentioning the weather.

Caine nodded once, attention still on the taco.

E.J. tapped the box again. “What’s it called? Tres what?”

“Leches,” Caine said, mouth curving.

“Tray leeches,” Tyree tried. “I’m bilingual now. Look out.”

“Nigga, you goofy,” E.J. said. “Caine, say it again. Lech— nigga, how you say it?”

“Leches.” Caine set the cup down. He started to take a bite.

His eyes lifted before his hands stopped moving. A shape down the sidewalk had been part of the shadow one second and separate from it the next. The hood angle was wrong for someone waiting on food. The posture said creeping, not killing time.

Across the street, Ramon’s chin ticked toward the opposite corner. Another shape held at the edge of the light, a little too still. Ramon’s hand found his waist like it had muscle memory older than bones.

He didn’t ask a question. He pulled and fired four times. The shots took the night apart. Light jumped on chrome. The sound bounced off empty glass and came back thinner.

“Shit!” Tyree yelped, already twisting. He fired blind as he scrambled, feet skidding on loose gravel. E.J. dropped hard and smart, jacket scraping asphalt. He rose enough to put his elbows on the hood and sent two rounds flat across the top of it.

Caine folded behind the car, knee knocking a pothole lip. His hand found the back passenger handle and yanked. The door groaned. He slid into the dark pocket where his knees knew the floorboard. His fingers searched and found the gun where it had pitched earlier. The tres leches clamshell crushed under his shin and bled milk into his jeans. He didn’t look down.

Ramon kept talking in that way that was half command, half count. “It’s four or five niggas!” His voice stayed tight. He moved clean until the sound changed.

The new sound hit like a sheet of rain on a tin roof. Too fast. Too flat. The switch turned the lot into a bite pattern. Pavement spat white chips. A line of holes walked a car door and shattered a window into sugar.

“Down!” E.J. shouted. He said it again, closer to a growl. “Down, down!”

“Melph, nigga! Fuck 39!” someone bellowed from the dark. The words tried to be bullets too. The echo clipped itself on the cinderblock wall and died.

Caine’s breath came through his teeth. He leaned out and squeezed three, then two more at the place where the figure had been. The muzzle flash stuttered across the hood. His wrists burned but stayed locked. He wanted to see what he hit. If he did. He didn’t lift his head to see.

The keys skittered jagged across concrete and hit his shoe. Tyree had knocked them loose with a foot or a curse.

“Keys, where the keys at?” Tyree shouted anyway.

Ramon’s gun clicked empty. He ducked and reached for a reload. His fingers fumbled. He cursed, a word chewed through his teeth. He crabbed low toward a deeper wedge of shadow.

Caine’s body moved before his head finished deciding. He lunged, grabbed a fistful of Ramon’s hoodie, and dragged him behind a different car. Rubber marks blackened the concrete where their shoes pushed.

“Chill,” Ramon rasped, still fighting the magazine. “I got it.”

Caine’s palm slid across Ramon’s shoulder and came back wet and dark. The blood showed black until it caught a cut of white from the truck’s floodlight. “You hit.”

“I fucking know, nigga,” Ramon snapped back, breath high. “I’m the one fucking shot.”

The switch raked the lot again and the trunk metal sang. Tyree laughed, a wild thin thing that wasn’t joy. He popped up and fired two, then ducked so fast his hat flew. “Y’all niggas can’t stop me!” he shouted at nothing, trying to keep his mouth ahead of his fear.

Sirens stitched into the distance. Thin at first. Then thicker. The city cracked an eye.

“Tyree!” Caine called. “E.J.!” He felt the keys with his fingertips and snagged them. “We out!” The last word came out more breath than sound.

He flattened to the ground and crawled under the open door, shoulder catching the frame. He shoved the key into the ignition by memory. Plastic creaked under his knee. The smell inside the car was sugar, oil, old smoke. He twisted hard. The engine coughed. Caught. The idle shook the steering column like it had nerves too.

More hits stitched along the rear quarter and the trunk jumped. He pushed against the pedal with his palm, awkward, butt half off the seat, and let the car roll backward out of its space. The tires dropped off the concrete stop with a jolt that knocked the breath out of him.

“Go!” E.J. climbed in behind the passenger seat and yanked it back. He stayed hunched, head low, eyes on the rear glass like it could answer questions.

The rear door flew open. Tyree and Ramon tumbled together, half carrying, half shoving. Ramon’s hoodie glistened dark along his arm, the wet spreading. They folded him across the seat and Tyree clambered in after, heels drumming the door panel. He cranked the window down, elbow grinding the handle, then leaned out and spat his last rounds into the dark. “Fuck the Melph!” he screamed, voice cracking.

“Head down!” E.J. snapped, shoving him by the collar back into the car. “Head down, nigga!”

Caine slid left across the seat. His knee knocked the gear. He found drive by feel and buried his foot. The grill took a bite of night and the lot lines blurred. A last few shots chased the bumper and one pinged the metal near the taillight with a hollow, ugly note.

The lot’s mouth came fast. The curb kissed the tires and they hopped it with a scrape. Caine yanked the wheel, followed E.J.’s voice in his ear. “Left, left!”

He took the left. The car leaned like it wanted to roll and then thought better of it. The storefront lights fell behind and the road opened into a strip of low buildings with bars on their windows and closed signs that had been up for years.

Sirens warped somewhere to their right, close and not. The city played games with sound when it wanted to. Caine took another turn that put the taco truck somewhere behind and to the side. He didn’t check the mirror as much as he felt it.

Ramon’s jaw clenched. “Next block, cut again,” he said. He was talking through his teeth.

Caine nodded and did not say he understood. He let the steering wheel slide under his palms, pulled them into a street where the lights were farther apart and the asphalt had a wave like the ground breathed. He tasted milk and bile and the metal that lived in the back of his throat now.

“Where the towels at?” Tyree asked, panic slipping around the edges. “A shirt, something. He leaking like a bitch, bro.”

The car rattled over a sunken manhole and Caine eased off the gas for a second, then put it back down. The wheel shivered. He listened for the car to tell him if those hits had mattered. The car answered with the same old complaint it always had. He believed it like he had to.

A stop sign rose out of the dark. He didn’t stop. He looked left, then right, then left again, quick and flat. Then blew through it. A sedan nosed onto the cross street two blocks back. It either meant nothing or everything. He could not tell yet. He took the right and put a building between them.

Caine swallowed and turned again. He knew which way home was and did not point the car at it. He gave the city a crooked line, not a straight one. The sirens changed directions and faded. The cold night came in steady through the vent and made the blood smell sharper.

They passed a strip of shuttered storefronts and a bus bench with no ad. A plastic bag wind-skated across the asphalt and caught on a storm drain and surrendered. The road went darker for a block. Caine kept his mouth closed and his eyes on where the light ended.

The night watched them pass. A dog went off behind a fence and didn’t stop. Somewhere behind them, some other set of sirens got loud for someone else. The city kept eating.

They hit another ripple in the asphalt and everyone in the car felt it. Caine let the wheel breathe in his hands and breathed with it. He chose a turn that no one had told him to take. The taco truck was gone now, even in the mirror. The dead lamp, the rectangle of light, the extra cake smashed to sugar and milk—gone.

He didn’t look at the blood pooled in the seat crease. He didn’t look at the milk on his jeans. He watched the smear of road their headlights painted and the place where it ended.

He kept driving.

~~~

The plywood stack was rough beneath her, edges swollen from rain and warped where the weight of other boards had pressed them flat. Mireya sat with her back against the wall, knees drawn up, arms wrapped loosely around them. The cool October air cut different than the summer heat had—sharper, thinner, the kind that made her pull her hood tight even though the fabric didn’t do much. Dust from the yard clung to her jeans and hung low in the air. Every time she shifted, a splinter pressed through denim into her thigh.

She let her eyes drift closed. Out here it was quiet except for the faint hum of a forklift idling somewhere past the fence. The break felt stolen, something she had carved for herself out of nothing.

Then voices carried around the corner. Sharp, clipped. Mireya turned her head and saw them: Stasia and Jamie, a few yards off in the gravel lot. The light from the office window threw their shadows long. Stasia’s finger was stabbing the air in Jamie’s face, her bracelets catching the glow. Jamie leaned back, then forward again, throwing his hands out wide like he couldn’t believe what he was hearing. Their words didn’t reach Mireya, but the heat of them did—the rhythm of a fight that had already been going too long.

Mireya watched without moving. Stasia’s mouth kept working, firm, relentless. Jamie shook his head, gave a sharp motion like he was done, and turned away. His boots crunched against the gravel, heavy steps fading as he crossed the lot. Stasia stayed behind, jaw set. She ran a hand through her hair, tugging it back, then let her fingers fall to her side. For a moment she stood still, shoulders tight, before she reached into her bag. The flick of a lighter snapped in the cool air. She pulled a joint to her lips, dragged once, and blew smoke upward, head tilted back.

When her eyes dropped, they caught Mireya in the shadows.

Stasia’s face didn’t change. She walked over, slow but certain, each step too clean for the grit underfoot. Designer slacks, silk blouse, pointed shoes—things that didn’t belong in this lot, but she wore them like armor, like the dust couldn’t touch her. She lowered herself onto the pile of OSB beside Mireya, unbothered by the splinters or the grime.

Without a word she held the joint out. Mireya took it, fingers brushing hers, and drew in smoke that burned hot down her throat. The sharpness caught in her chest, mixing with the cold. She let it out in a thin stream and handed it back.

“What was that about?” Mireya asked, tilting her chin toward the direction Jamie had gone.

Stasia exhaled slowly. “Difference of opinion about how things should be running and who should be running them.”

Mireya frowned. “What does that mean?”

Stasia gave a short laugh. “It means I don’t like Leo. That’s the problem. But people love giving their nephews jobs.”

Mireya shifted on the boards. “I don’t like him either.”

Stasia looked sideways, eyes narrowing just enough to show a glint of amusement. “I could see why.” She drew again from the joint and let the silence fall heavy between them.

The yard around them sat quiet. The clang of a chain echoed once from the far gate. A truck rolled past on the road outside, headlights dragging shadows across the lot, then faded. The cool air made Mireya’s fingers ache. She shoved them into her hoodie pocket.

“You’re at the end of high school, huh?” Stasia said finally.

Mireya nodded. “Yeah.”

“When you turn eighteen?”

“In like a month and a half.”

Stasia studied the smoke curling from the end of the joint. After a pause, she nodded slowly. “Talk to me then.”

Mireya turned to face her more directly. “About what?”

Stasia smiled, lips curling around the wordless promise. “Better opportunities.”

The phrase landed heavy. It sounded rehearsed, like something she’d said before to somebody else. Mireya sat still, waiting, but no explanation followed.

“Like what?” she asked.

But Stasia only smiled again, softer this time, as if Mireya had already asked the wrong question. She stood, brushed at her slacks though there was nothing to wipe away, and tucked the half-smoked joint into her lighter case.

Mireya kept her eyes on her. The silence stretched until the scrape of a receipt skittering across the gravel cut through it. The paper caught against a nail and fluttered there, stuck.

Stasia turned her face back toward the building. She gave Mireya one last look, unreadable, then walked away with the same calm steps she had come with. The click of her heels carried across the lot until the door opened and shut behind her.

Left alone, Mireya leaned back against the cinderblock wall. The OSB groaned under her weight. She pulled her hood tighter and stared out at the empty lot. The cold seeped through her jeans, into her skin, making her shift but not move.

Better opportunities. The words echoed, vague and dangerous.

Her stomach tightened. She pressed her palms flat against the OSB, grounding herself in the scratch of it. Splinters bit her skin, small and sharp.

She lifted her eyes to the sky above the yard. Breath left her mouth in faint clouds. Somewhere distant, a siren wailed and faded.

~~~

“Man, you bleeding all over me, nigga!” Tyree shouted, voice cracking through the car. His hands shoved at Ramon’s side like he could push the blood back into him.

“Shut the fuck up,” Ramon snapped, jaw locked, breath ragged. His good hand pointed forward. “That house, right there. Pull in.”

Caine jerked the wheel. The tires screamed against the pavement, and the smell of burning rubber rushed inside as the car lurched to a stop crooked in front of the shotgun house. Cold air slid through the cracked window, mixing with the heavy iron stink of blood.

Doors banged open all at once. The four of them tumbled out, Ramon staggering, clutching his shoulder. The stain on his hoodie had spread, deep red to near black. Tyree cursed under his breath, his own shirt smeared. E.J. glanced down the block once before hurrying after them.

Caine shoved his pistol into his waistband, the slide still tacky with blood. His hands shook, but his steps didn’t. Ramon fumbled his keys, cursed, and jammed them into the lock. The door banged open under his shoulder.

The living room light was on. Nina rose from the sofa, her phone still in her hand. “Ramon, I told you—” Her words cut off when she saw the blood. Her eyes went wide, hands lifting to her mouth.

“Jesus Christ.” Her voice cracked. “What happened?”

Ramon half fell against the kitchen table. “Don’t start. Just—fuck—just shut the door.”

Nina’s hands shook as she slammed it shut, back pressed against the wood. “You can’t—look at you. You need a hospital—”

“No fucking hospital.” His words came out hard, through gritted teeth.

Nina’s chest rose fast, disbelief twisting across her face. She looked at Caine, then Tyree, then E.J., all three of them marked with streaks of blood, eyes darting, clothes ruined. “You’re bringing this shit into my house? Into my house?” Her voice broke. “Ramon, what the fuck did you do?”

Ramon slammed his good hand on the table, rattling it. “You think I wanted this?” His body shook with pain.

Tyree yanked at his hoodie, peeling it back from the wound. The fabric clung, wet, and came free with a sticky sound. Blood smeared across his palm, hot and thick. “Nigga, you all fucked up,” Tyree muttered, gagging but still tugging it over his arm.

Caine’s eyes locked on the counter. A white plastic box with a faded red cross sat at the edge. He grabbed it, unzipped it with hands that slipped once on the tab. A stapler, bandages, alcohol wipes. Nothing that made this look like it could work.

E.J. pulled two fingers across the blinds, peering out. “No cops yet, but they close. I hear ’em. We gotta ditch that whip.”

Nina’s voice rose, frantic. “I’m calling an ambulance.”

Ramon twisted toward her, face contorted. “Don’t you dare.”

“This is serious, Ramon,” she snapped back. Tears rimmed her eyes but didn’t fall. “You’re bleeding all over my fucking table. And for what?”

“Shut up, Nina,” Ramon groaned, teeth grinding as Tyree pressed a rag against his shoulder. “Just—shut the fuck up.”

Caine pulled one glove from the kit and snapped it over his left hand. His right stayed bare, too sticky to slip through. He dug out the stapler, turned it over in his palm. It looked cheap.

“You even know what you doing?” Ramon asked, voice sharp despite the weakness creeping in.

“Fuck no,” Caine said.

Nina let out a choked sound, half anger, half despair. “You can’t let him—”

But Caine was already leaning close, his face tight, eyes on the wound. He pressed around it, fingers firm. Ramon hissed, body jerking against the chair. Blood welled fast, spilling across Caine’s glove.

“I see it,” Caine muttered. He didn’t look up. “Hold him.”

Tyree pressed a hand down on Ramon’s wrist. Ramon tried to pull back anyway, teeth bared.

Caine shoved his finger into the hole.

Ramon roared, body twisting, nearly throwing the chair back. “Fuck! Nigga, get your—”

Tyree locked his arms tighter around him. “Nigga, don’t move!”

Caine felt the hard edge of metal against his fingertip. He pinched, dug deeper. Blood poured over his knuckles, slick, almost burning. He hooked the slug and yanked it out, the sound wet and obscene.

The bullet clattered onto the table, rolled, and left a dark smear where it stopped.

Caine yanked his hand back, wiping it across his hoodie in one brutal motion. The streak glistened dark against the fabric.

Ramon’s breathing tore in and out, sweat shining down his temple. “Fuck. Fuck.” His voice was a rasp now.

Caine picked up the stapler. His hand trembled once, then steadied. He looked Ramon dead in the eye. “You want a countdown?”

Ramon barked a laugh that ended in a groan. “Countdown? From ten?”

“Yeah. Ten.”

The stapler clicked down. The metal bit through skin, snapping shut across torn flesh.

Ramon howled, the sound tearing out of him, fist slamming the table again. His head dropped forward, breath ragged.

“Goddamn,” Tyree muttered, backing off quick, hands shaking.

Caine moved the stapler and put two more staples into his arm, jaw tight, eyes locked on the crooked line holding the wound. Blood still oozed, but slower now. He pushed his sleeve across his forehead, smearing sweat and blood together.

Nina stood frozen against the counter, one hand over her mouth, the other gripping the edge so tight her knuckles whitened. Her whole body trembled.

E.J. let the blinds fall back into place. “We gotta get rid of that fucking car,” he said quietly.

Ramon leaned forward, breathing like he’d run miles. His eyes were glassy, unfocused, but his voice still bit. “That it?”

“That’s it,” Caine said, low and certain, though the blood still spread slow under the staples.

Ramon grunted, head dropping into his good hand. “Fuck.”

Nina turned away, pressing both palms to the counter, her shoulders heaving. She whispered it more to herself than to them: “This has to stop. It has to stop.”

No one answered. The room smelled like iron and sweat, heavy in the cool October air seeping through the cracks of the old house.
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Post by Caesar » 14 Sep 2025, 22:11

Nan Kout Fè Nwa

The car idled at the curb with its lights off. E.J. slid across the bench and caught the wheel without looking at Caine. They didn’t speak. Caine stepped out, closed the door quiet with his hip, and the car rolled off like it didn’t want to be seen doing it.

He waited for the street to empty itself. Porch lights slept. A stray dog trotted past and didn’t blink at him. He moved the way you move when you want to look like you belong to the dark more than the block.

The door eased shut behind his back like it weighed nothing. Caine stayed with his shoulder to it a beat, head tilted toward the hall, listening. The house held that late night quiet he liked—the kind that felt thinner, cleaner, the AC off, the hum of the fridge the loudest thing. Somewhere in the walls, a pipe ticked. Maria’s door didn’t move.

He crossed the living room on the edges of his feet. The couch threw a long shape on the floor. The tile had that faint cleaner sting that always lived here, bleach and lemon fighting old grease that never fully left. He slipped past the family photos that kept watch even in the dark. No light. No voices. Only a car rolling far down the block and the thin whine of a mosquito that got lost and gave up.

Mireya’s door stuck the way it always did unless you lifted as you turned. He did. The latch didn’t complain. He closed it quickly behind him and let the dark be. The room had its own breath—the dryer sheet smell from the drawer, baby shampoo ghosting up from Camila’s curls. The little girl’s sleep sounded like a tiny tide, in and out, steady as if the world never changed.

Caine went down on one knee beside the bed. His hands were steady. His chest wasn’t.

“Mireya,” he said, barely air. His fingers found her shoulder through the blanket and pressed once. “Mira. Wake up, nena.”

She blinked at the ceiling first, then turned toward the sound, voice cracked from sleep. “What time is it?”

“Early,” he said. “It don’t matter.”

Her eyes adjusted enough to catch the dark on his hoodie and the darker on his hands. She pushed up hard, blanket falling, breath grabbing like she’d swallowed ice. “Caine.”

“Cálmate,” he said, soft, again. “Cálmate. I’m good.”

“You’re bleeding.”

“Not mine.” He kept his voice low, even. “I’m okay.”

Her gaze searched him anyway, hands already moving over his arms, his ribs, the side of his neck, quick checks she’d learned the way you learn a language you never wanted. He let her. When she got to his waist, his hand found hers and stilled it.

“Did you—” She swallowed. “Did you hurt somebody?”

He shook his head once. “No.”

She held his eyes, looking for the lie and finding only the wall he kept there. The room felt smaller with the door closed. Camila turned and sighed, face burrowing deeper into the pillow. Mireya glanced at her, then back. “Then what happened?”

“All I can tell you is we got in some shit and we got out the shit.” He kept it flat. “That’s it.”

“Caine,” she said, warning in it.

He shook his head again. “The less you know, the less you can say. If anybody ever asks.”

He looked toward the small dresser where Camila’s shirts sat in a neat stack, a little beadwork butterfly on top from the parade that hadn’t broken yet. His hand started that way and stopped. He leaned over instead and tugged one of his shirts from the pile by the chair. The fabric scraped against dried blood on his knuckles. He set the shirt across his thigh like a tray and pulled the pistol from his waistband. It came free with a tacky sound.

Mireya’s breath thinned. “Caine, what the fuck?”

“Cálmate,” he said again, a whisper now. “Listen to me. I need you to do something.”

She stared at the black shape in his hands. “No,” she said, automatic, like a reflex. It sounded small in the dark.

“I need you to drive to Shell Beach.” He didn’t dress it up. “Take it out there. Deep. You throw it in the water.”

“Why me?” Her voice came sharper, the old fight waking up—the one born of bills and men and every door that closed.

“They track my phone.” He didn’t look away. “They see me leave the city. After tonight? They’ll know.” He let it hang.

She didn’t answer. The quiet stretched until the room felt held by it. The only sound was Camila’s slow breath and a siren far away that rose and fell like a thought that didn’t make it to the front.

He added, soft, Spanish curling at the edges like a blanket. “Esto es un felony, mi amor. No puede ser el río. La corriente trae cosas de vuelta. I need you to do this for me. Por favor.”

She put her feet on the floor. The cheap rug peeled up at the corner and scratched her heel. She pressed her palms to her thighs and sat there a second more, letting the weight of it settle where it was going to live.

“In the shirt?” she asked.

He shook his head. “It’ll float. Use it to wipe. Hold it with the shirt. Throw just the gun. Then toss the shirt in a dumpster somewhere else. Not here. Not near there.”

Fingers tight, she reached for the bundle. He didn’t give it yet.

“Don’t stop,” he said. “Straight there. Straight back.”

She nodded once. She stood, the bed dipping and then rising behind her. Camila murmured something that might have been a word or a dream and went still again. Mireya slid into jeans that sat folded on the chair back and pulled a hoodie over her head, the cotton catching in her hair before it fell right. She found her shoes by sound and memory.

From the hall, the house made a small noise—pipes, the fridge, a neighbor on a late bathroom run next door. Maria didn’t stir. Mireya held her breath anyway until the silence settled back.

She took the shirt and the weight inside it. The metal pressed through to her palms even with the fabric there. She held it like you hold a sleeping baby you do not want to wake.

She stood at the door, listening the way he had. Nothing. She eased it open, the trick in the wrist again, and slipped into the hall.

Caine stayed kneeling by the bed. He watched Camila’s breath lift and fall. A curl stuck to her forehead.

Camila hiccuped and went quiet.

~~~

The Hennessy sat warm in Tito’s palm, cheap heat riding the back of his throat. On the TV, a Saturday game replay lagged in slow motion, a receiver tapping toes in the end zone, the crowd losing its mind with the sound turned low. The kitchen light hummed. The house held that late-October quiet that made every door feel heavier, every floorboard more honest.

The back door banged. He didn’t look up right away. You learned not to. Sneakers scraped the linoleum, then came that stomp he could pick out in a crowd the size of the Dome.

“Junior,” he said, not turning. “You ever heard of knocking?”

Tee Tito drifted into his line of sight, cap crooked, shirt hanging past his waistband like a flag. One guy shadowed him, skinny, jitter in his jaw, ink on his wrist still too dark, like it hadn’t settled into the skin yet. He glanced at the windows, then the hallway, like trouble might be waiting in any reflection.

Tito took another sip and let the game run. He set the glass on a paper towel, neat, like that could keep anything from spreading.

“You get them?” he asked.

Tee Tito blinked slow. “What?”

Tito shifted his eyes from the TV to his son. “Did you get them?”

A shrug. That shrug that lived somewhere between bravado and not wanting to say. “Don’t know.”

Tito’s jaw tightened once, then let go. “So, you shot at some niggas and you don’t even know if you killed one.”

He let the sentence sit. The crowd on the TV roared with no sound. The fridge motor kicked on and rattled the magnet holding a utility bill that didn’t care about any of this.

“That why I told you let it go,” Tito said, voice flat. “But y’all wanted to feel like men.”

Tee Tito’s mouth curled. “They robbed us.”

“You ain’t the first person to take a loss,” Tito said. “You won’t be the last. But you go squeeze off and don’t know who bleeding, now they obligated to get that back. You hear me? Obligated. That mean they coming back even if you ain’t hit shit. That mean we gotta look over shoulders we already tired of looking over.”

The friend rocked on his heels. “Ain’t nobody scared.”

Tito cut him a quick look. The kid shut up.

Tee Tito pulled out a chair with his foot, sat like he was staking claim to the room. “You always talking like they invincible. Niggas ain’t gods.”

“They don’t gotta be gods to kill you,” Tito said. He reached for the remote and clicked the TV off. The silence made the kitchen bigger.

Tee Tito turned his face away and smiled small, for the friend to see. “You ain’t never was scared of nobody when you was my age.”

“That why I ain’t that age no more,” Tito said. He stood, chair legs scraping honest across tile. He planted both hands on the table, leaned down until the brim of his son’s cap shadowed his own eyes.

He pointed with the rim of the empty glass. “Get the fuck outta my face.”

The friend moved first, grateful for the order. Tee Tito stayed one more beat, jaw tight, the muscle jumping there like he was chewing something he couldn’t swallow.

Old habit made him look at the door again. He imagined the walk his son was taking to the car, the talk that would come after, the lies they would tell themselves about who they were and what they had to do next. He wiped the counter with a rag until the circle his glass had left disappeared.

On the TV screen, his reflection looked older than he felt. He clicked the game back on, volume low. A sideline camera panned past a coach screaming into a headset like yelling could fix a busted play.

He let the replay run, muted cheering filling the room like distant weather. The night pressed against the window. He waited for nothing and for everything, the way men like him always did when boys went out hunting for proof.

~~~

Nina had dragged the old afghan from the back of the chair and spread it under Ramon’s shoulder to keep the couch cushion from soaking through, but the blanket had already found a darker shape, the color deepening as it crept. The staples were crooked silver parentheses, the skin around them angry. Ramon lay on his side, cheek to the throw pillow, hoodie stripped and balled on the kitchen tile. The room held the thin hum of the refrigerator and the metallic tick of the heater trying and failing before it caught.

Nina sat in the low armchair they’d hauled off a curb last spring, elbows on knees, hands clasped. She kept her eyes on his face, not the wound, like looking at that would make it real in a way she couldn’t walk back. Her jaw worked once. “What happened?”

Ramon’s eyes opened to slits. He took a breath through his nose and let it go without sound. His voice came rough but steady. “You know what happened.”

“Say it,” she said.

He shifted, a wrong move that yanked a hiss out of him. “Got into it with some niggas from the other side,” he said. “They seen us. Decided they wanted to talk.”

“Talk?” Her laugh was soft and ugly. She flicked her gaze toward the hoodie on the floor, the dark already drying at the edges. “Look at my kitchen.”

He didn’t. He rolled his palm under his cheek, stared at the blank TV like there was a game on it if he looked long enough. “They came first.”

Nina shook her head. “Always somebody else starting it.” She leaned back, the chair complaining. “You know what I did tonight? Before you bled on everything I own?” She didn’t wait for the answer. “I watched little boys try to keep their elbows in and little girls figuring they can be loud if the ball goes in. I told them to finish worksheets and take home snacks because dinner is a maybe. I told them that room was safe.”

“It is,” he said, too quick.

“From you?” She kept her voice low so it didn’t wake the neighbors through the thin walls. “From the versions of you they want to be because somebody told them that’s power.”

He said nothing. The heater caught and blew a thin breath through the vent that smelled faintly of dust. His eyes closed and opened again. The staples tugged when his shoulder rose.

“You the reason this neighborhood never gets to breathe,” she said, not loud, not theatrical. The words came tired from someplace deeper than anger. “I’m over here taping the windows and you’re out here shooting holes in the wall.”

He swallowed, jaw working. “You knew me. Who I was from day one,” he said, voice flattening. “Ain’t nothing about me change since the first day.”

“That’s not a defense.”

“It’s a fact.” He shifted again and found a pocket of air where the pain dipped, then came back. “You want me to be a different nigga because you aiming at better. I’m a motherfucking hood nigga. That’s all I’m ever gonna be.”

Nina’s mouth pressed tight. She rubbed the heel of her hand under one eye like she could erase the sting. “Do you even hear yourself?”

Ramon let the silence sit between them. In the kitchen the tap dripped once. Somewhere a siren rose and wandered off in the wrong direction. He turned his head so he could see her without craning. “You want me gone, say the word,” he said. “I ain’t trapping you.”

She looked at him like that was the easiest thing in the world and the hardest. “You can’t be here, Ramon. Not like this.”

“Say you want me to get out.”

Her eyes went to the hoodie again. A fly landed near it, changed its mind, and lifted. She glanced toward the hallway where her bedroom door was cracked. She had left the light off on purpose. Everything in the house felt like a decision she didn’t have time for.

He watched her decide and undecide. “Nina,” he said, softer. “Tell me to get out.”

She opened her mouth. The word didn’t come. Something else did. “I’m tired.”

He nodded once, small. “Me too.”

“That’s not the same tired.”

No answer for that. He let his gaze rest on the ceiling, counted the hairline cracks by the fan base, mapped them into streets he knew too well. Pain pulsed along his arm like a drum line a block away.

She stood, crossed to the sink, and ran the hot water. The pipe clanked before it settled. She wet a towel and wrung it out hard, the twist snapping water into the basin. She came back and pressed the cloth around the staples with a care she wished she didn’t still have for him. He flinched anyway.

“Hold still.”

“I am.”

She dabbed until the oozing slowed, then folded the towel over itself to hide the color. She put it on the arm of the chair like it could cool there.

The refrigerator kicked on again. A car rolled past outside playing a song too quiet to name. She looked at his face, the way pain kept drawing it tight when he forgot to hold it slack. She wanted to tell him to leave. She wanted him to ask to stay.

He said, without opening his eyes, “You tell me when you ready for me to get the fuck out.”

Her throat worked. “I told you.”

He let the words land. “No, you didn’t.”

She didn’t deny it. She stayed in the chair, the towel bleeding cold into the upholstery. In the kitchen the hoodie sat where it sat. She pictured lifting it. She pictured the stain underneath, the shape it would leave, the way it would mark the floor like a map of where they were headed. She did not move.

The clock above the stove ticked into the next minute. Somewhere a dog barked twice and gave up. Nina folded her arms tight across her chest and stared at the wall until the paint texture turned to little mountains. Ramon’s breathing evened out into something that could be sleep or a trick he was playing on the pain.

She opened her mouth again. Closed it. The quiet grew around them like tall grass. She let it.

Neither of them spoke.

~~~

The lot by the memorial was mostly empty, just the crushed shell under her tires and the dark water pushing at the edge like it wanted another inch of land. Mireya killed the engine and the car settled with a small shiver. The dash clock glowed a flat green she didn’t trust. Everything in that light looked like a lie.

The shirt sat bundled on the passenger floor, damp in places, heavy in others. It looked harmless. It wasn’t. She set both hands on the wheel and watched her knuckles pale and then ease back to brown when she let go.

She didn’t feel mad. That was the part that snagged. She should have been, she told herself—at him, at herself, at the way the night bent around them and still didn’t hide enough. Instead, there was this quiet inside her, a steady place that felt like the bottom of a well. Cold. Useful.

Wind slid off the water and tapped at the car. The Katrina memorial sat a few yards away in its rectangle of low light, the cross out past the shore like a warning and a prayer both. Someone had left carnations earlier. The petals had already begun to curl.

Mireya checked the mirrors. Empty lot. One streetlamp farther down the road throwing a lazy cone. No headlights. No voices. She cracked her door and the smell of brackish water rose up, salt and rot and something metal that lived in docks. The air had chill in it that made her breath show for a second before the dark swallowed it.

She crouched and grabbed the bundle. The cotton stuck to her fingers. She held it close against her hoodie, not for warmth, just to make the shape smaller. The ground shifted under her shoes as she crossed the grit. In the distance a boat engine coughed once and went quiet again.

At the bulb-out, the rail was cold under her palm. She looked left, looked right, stood still long enough to hear the small sounds the water made when it knocked the seawall. No one. Just the cross farther out, pale against the black. She could not see where it anchored. It looked like it came up straight from the night.

She peeled the shirt back. The gun lay inside like something asleep with one eye open. The brownish smear on the slide had gone dull. She drew the shirt across it slow. Each drag made a soft sound she felt more than heard. The fabric caught once on the rear sight and she had to pull a little harder. Her breath hitched. She swallowed and kept wiping.

Her fingers drifted too close to the trigger guard and heat burst in her chest, not because the gun felt warm—it didn’t—but because the body remembered stories before the mind did. She shifted, took the pressure off her knees on the rough concrete, and started again. Careful. Methodical. The way she folded the towel at work before squeezing it dry.

She had thought the whole drive about the part where she might feel rage. It never came. What came instead was inventory. The shirt. The weight. The stretch of dark between here and the nearest porch light. The way the wind carried sound. The numbers of everything she could count and none of it enough.

She turned the barrel away from everything living and pinched the grip through the shirt. She could hear Caine in her head without seeing his face—Only throw the gun. The shirt will float. Dump it somewhere else. She had nodded then. She nodded now, alone.

“Está bien,” she said, to the air, to the cross, to herself. “Está bien.”

The shirt slipped on steel, bunching under her nails. She slid fabric back until the ridges of the grip kissed the crook of her fingers. The gun was heavier than she had prepared for or maybe she had lied to herself about how heavy it would be. She let the shirt fall away. The night pressed close enough that she could hear her own breathing. It came quick. She made it slow.

She drew her arm back and threw like she was trying to put it all the way out to the middle of the canal. The motion stung her shoulder. The gun traced a dark arc across darker water and disappeared. A beat later the plunk rose up clean, then folded under the push and pull of the tide. Ripples reached the rocks and tapped once, twice, like a small hand knocking at a door and giving up.

Mireya kept her hand out. The air cooled the damp on her fingers. She listened for any change in the sounds around her. Nothing—no voices, no new engine, just the quiet restlessness of the marsh and the low tick of the rail as it gave back the day’s heat.

Her heart slowed. The world did not.

She looked at the shirt in her other hand, a tangle now, dark patches darker. She wiped her fingers inside the cleanest fold and felt very suddenly the fact of what she had done—no flash, no slow-motion montage, just a weight shifting inside her from one place to another. The kind of shift that changed the way you walked without anyone noticing.

The cross out in the water didn’t look any closer than before. She let her eyes rest on it anyway. People had stood where she stood and asked for different miracles. She wasn’t asking for one. She just wanted the night to hold.

She turned back toward the car. The shells underfoot gave the same little crunch they had when she came. Out past the road, a red light blinked on a radio tower. Farther still, heat lightning flickered behind a line of clouds so low and thin it looked painted on. She took that in and kept moving.

The carnations near the memorial had tipped in the wind, stems crossing each other like arms thrown over sleeping bodies. She stopped beside them and touched one petal with the back of her finger. It felt like skin going cold. She traced a small cross on herself—forehead, chest, left, right. The motion had muscle memory.

“Perdóname,” she said.

She didn’t specify for what.

~~~

The dirt road pinched down to twin ruts and then to mud, the kind that looked shallow until it took your shoe. Pines and cypress crowded the sky, their dark broken by a sliver of moon and the occasional blink of a red tower light far off. The night’s cold was thin and mean. Breath showed when you spoke and disappeared fast.

Zo killed his headlights first and rolled to a stop. E.J. eased the beat-up sedan in front of him another car-length down the path and cut the engine. The swamp took the sound back quick—just frogs, a far-off highway hiss, water licking at roots.

“Here,” E.J. said, voice low like the trees were listening. He popped the trunk. Gas fumes climbed out and sat in the air.

Tyree swung his door wide and stepped down slow, one hand braced on the roof like the ground might slide. His shoes sank a half inch and made that wet pull when he lifted them. “Bet not here any fucking banjos,” he muttered, nerves dressing themselves up as jokes. He reached in and dragged out a red can, set it by his foot, then grabbed the second like he wanted his hands full.

Zo jogged up from the car behind, hoodie up, breath puffing. He didn’t talk. He went straight to the bumper with a screwdriver from his pocket, one knee in the mud. Two quick turns and the license plate came off loose in his hand. He wiped it on his thigh and palmed the screws. “In the bayou or you wanna keep it?” he asked.

“Keep it,” E.J. said without looking. “The car a striker anyway.”

He tilted the first can and let the gasoline glug across the roof and run down the doors in clear streams. The smell spread, sharp, like a warning. Bugs changed their song and then found it again.

Tyree uncapped the other can and walked it around the hood, splashing heavy at the hinges, the seats, the footwells. He poured extra on the dashboard where a spiderweb of cracks already caught the moonlight. Gas splashed back on his fingers and he hissed through his teeth. “Shit cold.”

“Quit talking and finish,” E.J. said. The cold made him short. He bent inside and dumped a line of fuel along the center console, then flicked his fingers dry and wiped them on his jeans.

Zo slid the plate into a trash bag and knotted it tight, then glanced up the black ribbon of road behind them. “Ain’t nobody coming out here,” he said, half to convince himself.

“Shit, always got some white boys fishing out here,” E.J. answered. He shook the can for the last drops, then set it down and backed away. “Alright. Light it.”

Tyree patted his pockets—fronts, hoodie, back. Then again, faster. He frowned. “Damn.”

E.J. stared. “Damn what?”

“I had it,” Tyree said. He checked the ground by his feet, checked the trunk well, the lip of the bumper, the shadow under the rear tire. “Nigga, I had that bitch.”

E.J.’s mouth flattened. “You the one been playing with that lighter and now you don’t know where it at? Don’t say you got a lighter if you ain’t got a lighter.”

Tyree rolled his eyes and leaned into the open driver’s side. The dome light did nothing but make a small yellow circle. He groped around the floorboard, seat springs squeaking. His fingers hit plastic.

“There you go,” he said to nobody, wiping the lighter on his shirt like it had a history to erase. He looked up with a smirk, the old swagger finding its way back to his face. “Found that bitch.”

Zo snorted once, a sound that didn’t reach laughter. “Bout time.”

Tyree thumbed the wheel. Click. Wind moved through the trees and made the flame bend. Another flick and it steadied, small and clean. For a breath he held it there, palm cupped, watching the blue core eat gas vapors until heat stung his knuckles.

“Don’t play,” E.J. said, voice clipped.

“I ain’t.” Tyree threw the lighter underhand into the dark heart of the car. It bounced once on the soaked seat and disappeared between the cushions.

Nothing. Then everything.

Fire found itself and rose up all at once, a soft whoomph and then a fast crawl that ran along the dash and under the steering column like it knew exactly where to go. Orange filled the cabin, glass reflecting it back, smoke rolling in tight black sheets that tasted like pennies when the wind pushed them their way. The heat hit their faces a second later, a flat slap even in the cold.

“Back it up,” Zo said, already moving. The three of them walked backward together without taking eyes off the car. When the first pop came—a tire belching air—Tyree flinched and grinned at himself for it.

E.J. tugged his hoodie tighter and pulled them another ten yards down the path. “That’s good.” He didn’t sound proud. Just done.

They piled into Zo’s car while the fire climbed out of the windows and reached for the night. Zo kept it in reverse, easing back down the ruts until the rear tires found firmer ground. The glare off the mirrors made the road look like daylight. Ash drifted like gray snow across the windshield and skated away.

A sound rolled through the trees, hollow and bright—something inside giving. The explosion came a breath after, quick and mean, a bloom of light that punched their faces and then was gone. Birds lifted out of the cypress in a ragged burst and settled again.

Zo put the car in drive and let them crawl forward, eyes flicking between the path and the fire behind them. In the rear window, the flames were already dropping, the car settling into itself as the heat ate what held it up.

Nobody talked for a few beats. The cab smelled like gas and mud and the sweet edge of burned plastic. Their breath felt loud.

Then Zo cleared his throat. “Y’all tryna hit that IHOP by the highway?” he asked, like he was asking about weather. “I’m starving.”

Tyree huffed, some part of him grateful for the ordinary shape of the question. “Fuck no, nigga. That’s how we got into this shit.”

E.J. shook his head, a corner of his mouth finally letting go. “That’s because your ass bad luck. Ain’t none of these country ass people gonna shoot at us.”

“Shit, they would before them Melph niggas,” Tyree shot back.

Zo laughed for real this time and turned the wheel, the car nosing toward the thin line of light the highway made, leaving the swamp to swallow what was left.

~~~

Caine twisted the knob until the shower coughed off and left only the thin hiss of pipes thinking about more water. Steam wrote ghosts on the mirror and slid down in crooked tracks. He scrubbed his hands again at the sink, nails biting the bar soap, blood-sour sting rising from the cuticles. Third time. He turned his wrists under the stream and watched the water cloud pink and then run clear.

The air had that motel-clean bite, bleach and cheap lavender stacked over something you could not fully rinse. He breathed through his mouth and let the quiet sit.

He stepped out of the tub and dried fast, towel rough against skin that felt wired and hollow at once. Pajama pants. He gathered the clothes he’d peeled off—hoodie stiff in spots, jeans heavy at the cuff—and fed them into a black trash bag. The plastic crinkled soft, like it wanted to tell him to be gentler, like anything in it deserved that.

Under the sink he found the gallon with the cracked white cap. He set it on the counter and wiped a circle on the mirror with the side of his fist. His reflection looked back like a question he didn’t want to answer. Hair damp, eyes too bright under the bathroom light.

He had asked Mireya to step into the dark with him. Not by accident. Not because he’d panicked. He had measured it.

He ran a hand through his hair and felt the water collect at his palm.

The apartment breathed soft around the edges—refrigerator click, the hallway vent giving up a thin draft, a neighbor’s TV whispering through a wall. He cracked the bathroom door and tilted his head toward the bedroom.

Camila lay on her side with one fist under her cheek, mouth open just enough to make the smallest sound with each exhale. The cartoon blanket had twisted around her waist. Her curls had fought the pillow and won. He watched for one full breath, then one more, and didn’t step past the threshold.

Back in the bathroom, he twisted the bleach cap until the seal popped. The smell hit hard. He lifted the bag and pressed the plastic edges together with one hand while he poured with the other, slow at first and then more, until the fabric inside drank and turned heavy. He knotted the top and worked the weight like he was mixing paint. The knot held. He listened for any drip and heard none.

He wiped the bottle with toilet paper, tore the wad in half, and flushed both pieces. The cap went back on and clicked down.

He turned off the light and moved through the dark apartment with steps that remembered where every soft board lived. The front door latch eased without complaint. Cool air slid in under his shirtless chest and made his skin pucker where it dried too fast. The complex courtyard sat empty, laundry lines empty, a plastic trike tipped on its side near the stairs like a small animal gone to sleep.

He didn’t take the nearest dumpster. He walked past one building, then the next, the bag’s shoulder seam biting into his palm. A pump at the far unit kicked on and off, cutting the quiet into pieces.

Behind the third building the lot widened into gravel and dark. He scanned the windows out of habit. An early bus moaned on the highway beyond the fence. He set the bag down in the open spot between bins and pulled the lid on the furthest one back. The hinge complained, a small metal ache. He tested the bag again for leaks. Nothing. He slid it into the mouth of the dumpster without dropping it. Gentle.

He tossed the empty bottle in after, then flattened the lid with his palm until it sealed.

On the walk back, he kept to the strip of dirt where shoes read quieter. He did not look behind him. Lights stayed asleep. The wind lifted a paper wrapper and pushed it into a chain link square where it trembled and stopped.

Inside again, he locked the deadbolt. He rinsed his hands and wrists and the inside of his forearms like he had seen nurses do, then washed again, using a stiff brush he kept in on the counter. He dried with a fresh towel and hung it outside the bathroom door to remind himself not to use it twice.

He moved through the living room to the bedroom. Camila was right where he had left her, only her foot had found light from under the blanket. He sat on the floor beside her bed and let his shoulders find the wall. His body remembered a hundred cells with cots too small and light too bright. This light was right. A nightlight shaped like a moon painted a soft circle on the baseboard.

Her hair smelled like coconut and playground. He reached up and slid his fingers through the first curl, then the next, slow enough that she didn’t stir. “Estoy aquí,” he breathed, the words more for him than for her, a promise he could at least keep in the shape of this room.

The house kept its own slow rhythm. Pipes ticked. A car eased past far off, bass low. A neighbor laughed once and then shut it down. He heard his pulse in his ears and counted with it, not to calm himself but to mark time.

His eyes slipped to the small table near the bed. Crayon wrappers, a hair tie, a church fan with a picture of a saint Maria kept tucked in drawers and on shelves. The fan’s edge had a bite taken out of it from Camila accidentally throwing a doll at it a few months ago. He smiled without showing teeth.

He stroked Camila’s hair again, slower now. She sighed and turned toward him, face smoothing at the edge of a dream. He shifted closer until his knee touched the side of the mattress.

When the heater clicked and blew a thread of almost-warm air, he stayed where he was, eyes on the rise and fall of her back, giving the room his stillness.

~~~

Mireya slid the key into the lock like she was trying not to wake the metal. The door caught on the swollen spot in the frame and she eased it the last inch with her hip. The apartment breathed its night sounds back at her: the faint tick of the kitchen clock, the fridge motor coming on tired, a pipe settling somewhere inside the wall. The air carried a clean line of bleach under the older smells of fried oil and coffee grounds. Late October cool threaded through the draft by the window and made the curtains lift once, then fall.

She locked up behind her and held still, listening. Her mother’s bedroom stayed quiet. No footsteps. No questions. Mireya’s heartbeat slowed a notch. She moved soft down the short hall, past the folded laundry basket that never emptied, past the bathroom door still fog-smudged at the edges of the mirror. Her own door was open the width of a hand. She nudged it with two fingers and stepped in.

Caine sat in the dark beside Camila’s bed, the small lamp off, the blue TV glow from the living room barely finding him. He had one hand draped across his thigh like it was resting, but it wasn’t really. His other hand smoothed the blanket at Camila’s shoulder, slow and careful, the same pass again and again like he could iron the night flat. He looked up when Mireya entered. The muscles in his jaw worked once and stopped.

Mud dusted the edges of her sneakers, clung to the tread and the laces where the water had licked and pulled back. She toed them off without bending much, gravity doing most of it. The shoes knocked soft against each other and tipped onto their sides. She stood there barefoot in socks gone thin, the floor cool through fabric, a grit of sand catching skin every time she shifted her weight.

Caine’s eyes went to the shoes and back to her face. He lifted his chin a hair, a question without sound. Mireya met him clean and gave one slow nod. It moved through him, something unclenching, but he didn’t exhale loud. His gaze came back and stayed.

She crossed to the dresser. The drawer runners scraped like they always did, loud in the kind of quiet where your breath sounded like you were trying. She peeled off the hoodie she had thrown on over her T-shirt, dropped it in the laundry basket waiting for some tomorrow they could afford. The shirt slid over her skin. Night air met sweat that had dried and come back again in patches. She pulled on a clean one, the cotton soft from a hundred washes. She didn’t take her eyes off him. He didn’t take his eyes off her.

Camila turned once in sleep and made a small sound, lips parting, breath catching and settling. The little girl’s hair was scattered across the pillow in a mess of curls that held on to the day. A plastic barrette had worked free and lay in the hollow of her neck like something that had washed ashore. Caine touched her shoulder with two fingers, steady, the way he did when he wanted her body to remember she was safe.

Mireya slid out of her jeans and stepped into sweats. The elastic caught her ankle then snapped into place. The room smelled faintly of the lemon cleaner she’d swiped across the dresser earlier, now thinned by time and cold air. Somewhere outside a siren rose and lost interest. The city moved around them, hungry and far away, and the apartment held its breath.

She crossed back to him. She climbed onto his lap, knees either side of his legs. He sat back to take her weight, hands going to her waist out of reflex more than anything, thumbs careful. Her palms framed his cheeks. His skin was warm under her hands, a roughness from a day that hadn’t ended yet. She tipped her forehead into his. The contact was a small click in the dark, bone to bone.

Their breath found the same pace. Close up, she could smell soap not quite rinsed from his hair and the flat bite of bleach that clung to him like another shirt. His heartbeat thudded against her thighs through the fabric, not fast, not slow. Just there. A metronome for both of them.

She closed her eyes and held him in that inch where mouth wasn’t kiss and wasn’t not. For a long moment, there was only the near sound of Camila’s sleep and the hum of the fridge digging in. Mireya kept her hands on his face like a promise she hadn’t made out loud yet.

“Somos criminales,” she said.

It came out like a statement and a confession, no apology in it, no pride either. Just the weight of the night, set down between them where it belonged. The Spanish fit her mouth clean, the way truth sometimes does.

Caine didn’t pull back. His breath touched the corner of her mouth and stayed there.

“Sí, somos,” he answered.

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Post by redsox907 » 15 Sep 2025, 02:31

TOLD YA SOMEONE WAS GETTING SHOT

ngl halfway through I expected Mireya to get pulled over with the heater and get arrested :pgdead:

So Stasia wants Mireya to get involved in their clearly illegal schemes, so suddenly she's ok with doing hood shit? I can't even with this girl.

But at the very least, it'll pull her and Caine closer again at least for a beat. But if things don't change its just another mark proving her madre correct.

Anyways, suspecting the fallout is going to come hard with Ramon and the boys, too close for Caine and he can't risk everything else just for some bruddahs from the bing. He'll use the school angle to get some separation from the Melph and 39 drama, though I suspect we haven't seen the last of that since they'll need it back in blood. Question is does Caine leave Mila and Reya behind thinking it'll be better, or does she finally eat that PB&J and realize its best if they stick together.

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Post by Caesar » 15 Sep 2025, 14:48

redsox907 wrote:
15 Sep 2025, 02:31
TOLD YA SOMEONE WAS GETTING SHOT

ngl halfway through I expected Mireya to get pulled over with the heater and get arrested :pgdead:

So Stasia wants Mireya to get involved in their clearly illegal schemes, so suddenly she's ok with doing hood shit? I can't even with this girl.

But at the very least, it'll pull her and Caine closer again at least for a beat. But if things don't change its just another mark proving her madre correct.

Anyways, suspecting the fallout is going to come hard with Ramon and the boys, too close for Caine and he can't risk everything else just for some bruddahs from the bing. He'll use the school angle to get some separation from the Melph and 39 drama, though I suspect we haven't seen the last of that since they'll need it back in blood. Question is does Caine leave Mila and Reya behind thinking it'll be better, or does she finally eat that PB&J and realize its best if they stick together.

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You were way off though. Didn't even suggest any of the 3NG boys.

Caine knew what he was doing. Sent her off into the middle of nowhere. :smart:

Ah ah ah. It's got nothing to do with Stasia. This entire season has charted a change (a descent even) in world view for Mireya to the point it is now similar to Caine's with some differences because Caine has always lived with a survival mindset and she's only just beginning to. This was just the most hood shit she's done with this new world view. Y'all were just so caught up in calling her a ho, y'all ain't peep it. :alonzoboom:

Who said anything about Stasia setting her up for something illegal?! Always so distrusting of women, this one. She could be offering Mireya an internship as an accountant.

We'll see if these two change on the back of this.

Definitely can't let that disrespect stand, but will they play the long game or retaliate quickly :hmm:

Oh, that's what the PB&J reference meant :pgdead:
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Post by djp73 » 15 Sep 2025, 15:10

man couldn't leave his phone at home and ditch the heater himself? :smh:
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Post by djp73 » 15 Sep 2025, 15:10

feeling like i see something coming :hmm:
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Post by Caesar » 15 Sep 2025, 21:20

djp73 wrote:
15 Sep 2025, 15:10
man couldn't leave his phone at home and ditch the heater himself? :smh:
djp73 wrote:
15 Sep 2025, 15:10
feeling like i see something coming :hmm:
Could've but he knew he had a real down ass bitch to handle bidniz :yep:
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The evening sat cool on the lot, the kind of thin air New Orleans only gave up at the edge of the year. The fieldhouse door thumped shut behind Caine and left the damp smell of grass and tape and muscle rub in his wake. He rolled his shoulders once. Practice had been short, more walk-through than work. Ten and oh felt good in the bones, even if life outside the lines kept trying to burst that bubble.

He saw Janae before she saw him, hip leaned into the trunk of her sedan like she owned the concrete. Ponytail high. Nails a sharp, pale pink. She flicked a wave when her eyes caught him.

“Come see.”

He smirked and closed the distance. The parking lot buzzed with the low ballast hum of old lights. Helmets clacked somewhere behind him where freshmen stalled to talk.

“What you doing this weekend with no game?” she asked, chin lifted, earrings winking.

“Probably chilling,” he said. “Mireya and my kid.”

She made a face. “That’s the plan? That don’t sound like no fun.”

He laughed, head tipping back, tired curling into the sound. “It’s plenty fun when you tired.”

“My mama leaving on that cruise with my aunts,” she said, voice dropping into suggestion like it knew how. “You should come hang with me.”

He thumbed over his shoulder. “And hang with your little brother too? Fuck no.”

“Jay grown,” she shot back, mouth curving. “He know when to get out.”

That got him. He shook his head, smiling. The night pressed closer around the edges, cool enough to make breath look like smoke if you pushed it.

A car swung into the lot hard enough to make gravel click under the tires. Music knocked at the doors and made the mirrors tremble. It rolled to a stop beside them and the glass slid down.

E.J. behind the wheel, hoodie up. Ramon riding shotgun, arm in a sling. Tyree spread across the back like he owned the seat. The smell of new smoke and cold air spilled out.

Caine leaned into the window. “What’s up?”

“Nigga, you know what’s up,” E.J. said, grinning. “Get in the back.”

“One sec,” Caine said over his shoulder to Janae.

E.J. leaned a little, eyes cutting past Caine to her. “Say, love. You fine, fine. And I ain’t taken like my boy.”

Tyree barked a laugh. “That ain’t no kind of game.”

Janae folded her arms, amused and unbothered. “Caine, answer your texts,” she called, then slid into her driver’s seat and shut the door.

Caine opened the rear door and dropped in next to Tyree, knuckles tapping in a quick dap. The bass dialed down. Ramon didn’t waste time.

He dug with his good hand and pulled a fat roll from his pocket. Rubber band tired and shiny. He held it out. “Fifteen,” he said. “A rack for them pills. Five for playing doctor.”

Caine took it without ceremony and slid it down into his pocket where it sat heavy and real. He gave Ramon a small nod. The staples peeked under the edge of Ramon’s shirt where the sling didn’t cover right. The skin there looked tight and angry.

“You straight?” Caine asked, kept low.

Ramon shrugged with the side that wasn’t held together. “Ain’t nothing but another war wound.”

E.J. checked the mirrors like habit, then settled. “We laying low right now,” he said, half statement, half reminder.

Caine glanced from face to face. “Y’all spinning back on ‘em?”

Ramon’s head moved once. “Not right now. Streets too hot.”

The words sat between them. Caine nodded, let it be.

E.J. looked at him in the rearview. “We got steppas for that though,” he said. “Out of state niggas from Houston.”

Tyree added from the side, a grin cutting his face. “Them Katrina refugees.”

“Ain’t no difference to me,” Caine said. He meant it. Outsiders, insiders, hungry boys from anywhere. Bullets didn’t ask for IDs.

A group of players laughed two rows over, backpacks slung, cleats chirping on concrete. The world kept acting like the world. Janae’s tail lights bled red into the lot as she pulled out. She didn’t look their way again.

Caine popped the door with his shoulder. “I’ma fuck with y’all later.”

He knocked knuckles with Tyree again, then reached across the console to meet Ramon’s good hand. E.J. bumped his fist against Caine’s and jerked his chin like be safe and be smart were the same order.

Caine slid out and shut the door soft, so the thud didn’t climb up the light poles. The music climbed back up a notch as the window slid up. The car eased away, bumper low on the right like the springs were tired of carrying secrets.

He stood a second with the money warm against his thigh. Late light spilled across the asphalt in tired rectangles. He could smell the faint iron of the weight room and the lemon cleaner the janitor always used after hours. A coach’s whistle chirped once on the far practice field, out of place with no kids moving.

He headed toward the Buick. His phone started ringing before he got the keys out.

He thumbed it on and put it to his ear. “Hey, coach…”

~~~

Angela’s living room had that clean that wasn’t new, just hard won. The couch sagged in the middle where everybody sat, a throw blanket folded neat to fake order. A box fan pushed cool air in a steady line across the carpet, clicking every time the head turned.

Mireya tucked her legs under her and balanced the laptop on a cushion. The screen glow made her eyes sting. Tabs bloomed like a rash. Dresses, boots, a denim jacket she could see herself in and couldn’t see herself paying for. She scrolled anyway, the wanting its own kind of relief. The trackpad skipped under her finger, the skin there still rough from the shirt she had twisted at Shell Beach.

She didn’t think about the metal when she didn’t have to. She thought about weight. About the arc. The small clean sound when the water took it and didn’t give it back. That sound had a room in her head now. She could open the door, stand in the doorway, close it. No anger lived there. No guilt. Just a fact filed next to other facts. Caine had asked. She had done it. The world kept going.

Angela lay on the floor with her shoulders against the couch, feet up on the coffee table, tapping a chipped nail against her phone. Paz sat cross-legged by the fan and ate hot chips like she was trying to outrun the heat. The TV was on mute, closed captions late by two beats, a sitcom family throwing their hands up in some bright kitchen that did not belong to people like them.

“Loyola said yes,” Angela announced for the third time, because saying it out loud made it more real. She held her phone out for them to see again. “Paz too. We already looking at spots over there near campus.”

Paz grinned and licked red dust off her thumb. “We gonna have that little balcony with Christmas lights. Y’all not ready for our housewarming.”

Mireya smiled without looking all the way up. “Y’all can have living Uptown. I’ll pass on that.”

“Girl, hush,” Angela said, laughing. “Parties every weekend. We charging at the door. I’m serious. That rent about to be disrespectful.”

“Disrespect doesn’t pay gas,” Paz said. “So, we charging double for men.”

They laughed, easy, the sound bouncing off the fan’s hum. Mireya clicked into another tab. Sweater. Skirt. Total she couldn’t justify. She added them to a cart anyway. Sometimes pretend buying was the only kind she could do.

Angela rolled to her stomach, chin on the cushion by Mireya’s knee. “What about you? What UNO talking about? Xavier? You hear back yet?”

“Nothing yet,” Mireya said. “Soon, I think.”

“Manifest,” Paz said, like a joke and not a joke. She twirled a curl around her finger and let it spring back. “We’re the college girls for real now.”

A notification slid in at the top of Mireya’s screen. The little preview box carried the weight of a courthouse envelope. She sat up straighter without meaning to. Her pulse moved to her throat.

“From who?” Angela asked, nosy on instinct.

“UNO,” Mireya said. “Admissions.”

Angela’s mouth dropped open. Paz sat forward. The room shifted, the air suddenly thinner even though the fan kept doing its job.

“Open it,” Paz said.

Mireya clicked. The campus logo filled the header like it was watching her. Her finger missed the portal link once because her hands had gone careful. Her password worked on the first try, and that felt like a sign. The page lagged. The spinning wheel took its time like it knew she would wait all night if that was the assignment.

A new document sat in the center. She clicked again. The letter opened and the words sharpened in front of her eyes.

We are pleased to inform you… admitted for Fall 2026… pending payment of tuition and fees.

The room made a small sound, like it exhaled. She didn’t notice her own smile until her cheeks started to ache. She felt the little jolt that hits when you realize a door isn’t all the way locked.

“Bitch, you in,” Angela said, full volume now. She smacked the cushion. “Look at you.”

Paz whooped and then clapped a hand over her mouth like they had to keep it down for neighbors they didn’t even like. “Our girl gonna be a nurse,” she said, sing-song and proud.

Mireya let the words land. Nurse. The picture rose up quick, as if it had been waiting just offstage—scrubs, a badge with her name, a room with a window and a bed and a chart she knew how to read. It felt bright and steady until the fine print did what fine print does. Pending. Tuition. Fees. The numbers drew themselves in the corner of her mind like they were practicing for something bigger.

She set the laptop on the table with both hands, careful like it could break from being happy. Her phone waited near the remote, screen dark. She picked it up. Her thumb hovered over Caine’s name. The group chat with Angela and Paz stacked above it, pictures from a party last year where none of them looked like they slept.

“I should tell him,” she said, and heard how soft she sounded.

“Text him,” Angela said. “Make that boy buy you dinner. Olive Garden, real fancy.”

Paz threw a chip at her. “I hate you.”

Mireya typed C and watched his contact jump up. She thought of his voice on the phone. The way it went low when he was in the hall at school. The way he touched Camila’s hair when he thought nobody was watching. The image stayed and brought another with it, uninvited—the night air at Shell Beach, the black water taking what she threw, the quiet afterward that felt like standing in church the second after a prayer ends.

She backspaced. The empty text box blinked, patient. She locked the phone and set it face down. “I’ll tell him in person,” she said. “When I see him tonight.”

Angela sat back on her heels and stretched, bones cracking like fireworks. “So,” she said, casual and pointed at the same time, “what that mean for you and Caine? Y’all doing long distance if he go somewhere else? Or did you apply somewhere besides UNO?”

The words touched something tender and tried to pull. Mireya’s face didn’t show it. She reached for the laptop and nudged the trackpad to wake the screen. The letter glowed back. She traced the outline of the logo with her eyes, then the sentences underneath, letting each one settle. Her phone stayed dark. The fan clicked and turned. The fried fish smell drifted up from the hall and faded.

She didn’t answer. She just kept reading.

~~~

The baton kissed iron with a sharp, mean ring that made the tier hold its breath. Ricardo sat up on his bunk before the echo finished running the length of the block. The CO stood in the gray spill of corridor light, one hand on his belt, the other tapping the bars again like he liked the sound.

“On your feet, inmate. Face the wall,” the CO said.

Ricardo blinked once, then rolled his shoulders like he could shake stiffness off. “For what?” he asked, voice low, not disrespectful, not soft either.

The CO’s mouth twitched like a smile that didn’t get born. “Word is you’re going home,” he said. “Face the wall.”

The sentence landed crooked in Ricardo’s chest. He stood anyway, turned, set his palms flat on the painted cinder block. Cool came through the thin jail soap smell, the wall slick where steam sweated it every morning. He stared at a hairline crack that ran down to the floor and looked like a road on a map he could not fold right.

Cuffs bit his wrists, quick and practiced. The CO checked the click with two fingers, the way you test a knot. “Lawyer’s in the room,” he said, voice going bored again. “We clear you and you collect your belongings.”

“Y’all can keep all this shit,” Ricardo said, a smile creeping in without permission. He didn’t mean it to be hard. It came out like relief disguised as swagger.

The door’s electric hum coughed and the lock popped. Steel slid. The tier woke up by inches—mattress springs squeaked, someone coughed a smoker’s cough, a toilet ran. Faces didn’t push to glass. They never did at first. You learned to watch without looking like you were watching.

“Let’s go.” The CO’s hand found his elbow, guiding more than shoving. Boots on concrete. The sound moved with them.

They stepped into the corridor where the light flattened everything. The October air still carried night in it, thinned by the vents that breathed stale, and a draft found the sweat on Ricardo’s back and turned it to chill. He didn’t care. The word home sat in him like an ember.

Halfway down the run he caught a shape he knew without seeing the face yet. Second tier, fourth door. Dre sat on his bunk with one knee up, paperback open, thumb marking the page like he planned not to lose it. The book looked like it had been passed through ten hands before his, the spine already broken, the pages swollen from being read with damp fingers. He didn’t lift his eyes until Ricardo was close enough to share breath through steel.

Ricardo angled his shoulder a fraction and grinned because not grinning felt wrong now. “Stay safe in this bitch, brother,” he said, voice carrying easy, no echo needed.

Dre’s eyes met his. A whole conversation tried to get through the space the bars made small. He didn’t speak. He just took Ricardo in—hands behind him, the turn of his mouth, that light he hadn’t seen before tonight. He nodded once, almost nothing, the kind of nod you could deny if somebody asked later.

The CO tugged. “Keep it moving.”

Ricardo looked back for one more second, wanting to stick something to the air that would stay after him, then let himself be turned. The tier kept on as if nothing shifted. A radio burbled two doors down. Somebody laughed at a joke nobody told. The bleach-and-iron smell sat heavy in the throat.

Dre watched Ricardo’s shoulders get small and then become just a shape at the end of the run. The sound came back to the block by degrees. He let his eyes fall to the book because there was nowhere else to put them. The paragraph waited where he had left it, words lined up patient, like time itself if you didn’t think too hard.

He read a sentence and didn’t absorb it. He lifted his head like he’d forgotten something and stared at the scratched paint on the inside of his door. Forty years was not a number you could hold with both hands. It lived in your bones, tucked itself behind your teeth, changed the way you sat down and the way you stood up. Men got pulled from cells sometimes, the way weather changes. A name called. A key turned. You learned not to hope like a fool. You watched. You stayed alive.

Voices rose from the end of the range, boots went the other way, then quiet again. Somewhere two decks over a CO yelled about count. A tray clanged. Dre let all of it pass through him like wind through chain link.

He lowered his eyes to the page and found his place by the ragged corner he had turned. The book’s print was small and tight. He moved his lips without sound, not because he needed to but because it made the words feel like they belonged to him. He slid a finger under the line and kept it there, letting the story drag him forward inch by inch into a world with different rules.

The block’s air cooled another degree. He drew the blanket around his shoulders and leaned back against the concrete, the corner of the bunk post pressing between his shoulder blades until sensation replaced the thought he was trying not to have. He pulled the sentence into his mouth and swallowed it like medicine.

At the gate, a buzzer groaned and metal rolled. Dre didn’t look up. He turned the page.

~~~

The bed sagged in the middle like it had been carrying too many secrets. Percy pushed himself up slow, sheets twisting at his waist. She stirred beside him but didn’t open her eyes. Her ring glinted faint in the weak October light leaking through the blinds. He rubbed his face once, then reached for his jeans crumpled on the floor.

“I gotta go see my PO,” he muttered, already tugging the denim up over his legs.

Her voice came thick with sleep. “Why you gotta do that today?”

“’Cause I been working on getting my probation cut off early.” He zipped the fly, voice flat. “Army won’t touch me otherwise.”

That woke her a little more. She shifted onto her back, hair spilling across the bare pillow. “My husband used to talk about the army. Said it’d straighten him out. Guess not.”

Percy didn’t look at her. He sat to lace his shoes, tugging each knot tight. “You give me a ride to town?”

She stretched, blanket sliding down her chest. “Yeah. Long as you don’t mind me stopping at the store after.”

He nodded once. “Fine.”



Leesville wasn’t much on a good day—just a handful of tired streets wrapped around the base. The PO office sat off the highway, squat brick with blinds pulled halfway closed. The kind of building that looked temporary even though it had been standing twenty years. Percy pushed the door open and stepped into the cool, stale air.

Hollis looked up from behind his desk. He tapped the end of a pen against a yellow pad, nodding Percy toward the chair.

“Sit on down, son. Don’t reckon this’ll take long.”

Percy eased into the seat, leaning forward on his knees.

Hollis flipped a page, cleared his throat. “Now, powers that be been lookin’ over your case. And I’ll be damned if they didn’t come back with good news. Say you been keepin’ clean, showin’ up, doin’ what’s asked. Figure you might be ready for that next step.”

Percy’s jaw ticked, but he stayed quiet.

Hollis scratched his chin, eyes narrowing like he was lining up a shot. “They’re gonna let you petition for early termination. All that’s left is gettin’ the district attorney’s folks down in New Orleans to sign off. They’re the ones that pushed for your sentence. Paperwork thing more than anything else.”

Percy couldn’t stop the smile creeping across his face. He pressed it down, but it stayed in his eyes. “So, it’s real?”

“As real as grits in the mornin’,” Hollis said with a chuckle. “A formality, like I said. You make that trip, shake the right hands, and you’ll be free of my ugly mug sooner than later.”

Percy let out a breath he didn’t know he’d been holding. “I appreciate it. Really do.”

Hollis waved him off. “Don’t thank me. Thank yourself for stayin’ outta trouble. Ain’t but a handful I can say that about in a week, you hear me?”

Percy nodded. “When I need to go?”

“Whenever you can get down there. Just give me a ring first. I’ll log it proper and mark you on travel. Otherwise, some other suit’ll flag it and think you runnin’.” Hollis leaned back, chair groaning. “We ain’t havin’ that. Not when you this close.”

Percy sat taller, the weight on his shoulders shifting just enough to let him breathe. “Alright. I’ll let you know.”

Hollis pointed the pen at him. “Do that. And, Percy?”

“Yeah?”

“You do right by this, you might finally get what you been chasin’.” Hollis’s grin was small but steady. “World don’t hand out too many second chances. Grab this one.”

Percy stood, hand on the back of the chair. For the first time in a long while, his chest felt lighter. “Yes, sir.”

He walked out into the late-afternoon air, sky pale and wide. Her car was waiting in the lot, engine idling. He climbed in, the smile still tugging at his mouth despite himself.

For once, the road ahead looked open.

~~~

The blinds cut the afternoon into pale strips that fell across the desk like ruled paper. Markus sat hunched over a yellow pad, finishing the last of the notes from court. The armed robbery case had eaten the day in small bites—voir dire that went sideways, a witness who came in hot and then cooled under cross, a judge who liked to speak in riddles. He wrote times, names, a question mark beside a shaky alibi, and underlined it twice. His pen slowed, then stopped. The ink left a dot where a thought ended.

The office held its usual fall quiet, a cool that came from vents that hissed without ever sounding like they worked. Out on the street a bus sighed and pulled away. Inside, files built a skyline across the desk. The smell of paper and toner lived in the corners. He pressed the pad flat with one palm and wrote the next action item anyway, stubborn about lists because lists made chaos look like something you could file.

A knock came light on the frame and then the door eased wider. Nicole stepped in with a stack of manila, edges squared, the kind of neat that happened when you had held too many messes together. Her cardigan sleeves were pushed to the elbow. “Dropped from records,” she said, setting the files down. “Transcripts. The surveillance stip we needed.”

“Bless you,” Markus said, still writing. He tapped the pen against the pad twice like he was reminding himself of something the paper already knew, then put the cap on and sat back.

Nicole watched him for a beat. “Any movement on Caine?”

He didn’t pretend not to know which Caine she meant. He exhaled through his nose. “Judge hasn’t ruled. Roussel has done what he does—jammed every channel he can reach. Babin’s playing games. New objections, old objections with new ribbons, and a court date that keeps slipping. The petition’s languishing. And the schools?” He shook his head once. “Most of them don’t want the issue.”

Nicole’s mouth pressed flat. “That easy to derail a life.”

“That easy,” he said. He flipped a page and caught himself before writing the same phone number again. The notations for compliance calls filled a corner of the pad. “Some of them call back. Most don’t. The ones that do talk like they’re looking at a storm radar, not a kid. Mind you, Caine isn’t the first college football player with a record.”

She hooked a hip on the edge of the desk. “If you get the amendment, can he still make windows?”

“If he drags it into the spring,” he said, a tired smile that wasn’t a smile at all. “The windows are already closing, one by one. That’s the other issue. If he had gotten sentenced after getting somewhere, they’d be fine. Now? They want to run it through compliance first.” He rubbed the bridge of his nose. “I can fight procedures. I can’t make time move slower.”

Silence sat between them, professional and heavy. It wasn’t the first kid they had watched lose chances to a desk they could not see. From the hallway came the soft rattle of the copier starting up, the smell of melted plastic mixing with paper dust.

“What’s next?” she asked.

“I keep calling,” he said. He glanced at the clock and wrote down two more tasks, small ones, the kind that kept hands busy when a case needed waiting.

The phone lit up on the desk and started to buzz. Unknown local number. Nicole lifted her brows. Markus clicked it to speaker and reached for a pen. “This is Markus.”

He braced for the armed-robbery witness who had promised to be “five minutes away” and had been an hour gone. He already had the first three questions lined up in his head, the ones that tested whether the witness had more story than truth. Instead a clear, professional voice came through. “Hi, Mr. Shaw? Mary Albright with the Office of Risk and Compliance. We emailed earlier this week.”

He straightened, the shift small but there. His thumb paused on the pen clip.

“Yes, we did,” he said.

~~~

The apartment carried the quiet clink of dishes settling after dinner and the steady hum of the old fridge. Late October air slipped under the window and made the thin curtains lift like they were breathing. Mireya sat at the cramped kitchen table with her laptop shut and pushed aside. Camila had a plastic bowl pulled up close, a handful of goldfish lined in a crooked row like she had counted them and then forgot the number. The crackers looked too orange in the overhead light. Camila pinched one, turned it in her fingers, and put it back like she was saving it.

Mireya watched the tiny parade, a smile that lived mostly in her eyes. She reached out and straightened the row with a finger. The skin at her knuckles felt tight from the dishwater. Goldfish dust left a faint orange smear on her fingertip. Camila’s legs swung under the chair, socks going gray at the heel from the floor.

“Guess what, mi vida?” Mireya said.

Camila’s head popped up, serious like she had been called to a meeting. “What?”

Mireya leaned in, keeping her voice light. “Mommy’s going to be a nurse like all the women you see at the doctor.”

Camila blinked, mouth open. “Really?” The word came round and sweet, like a piece of candy she hadn’t had before. She clapped the bowl with both hands, a toddler cheer that rattled crackers over the rim. Then she sobered with the gravity only two-year-olds could summon. “Nurses give shots.”

Mireya laughed, the sound small but honest. She smoothed Camila’s curls and pressed a kiss to the crown of her head. “Some do,” she said, still smiling. “Mommy’s gonna be nice.”

Water shut off down the hall. A door latch clicked. Steam ghosted out a second before Caine appeared in the doorway, towel thrown lazy over one shoulder, a clean T-shirt clinging to damp skin. He looked at both of them, the mess of crackers, the laptop pushed away like it had said something rude.

“What y’all laughing about?” he asked, voice easy.

Before Mireya could answer, Camila announced at full volume, “Mommy’s gonna be a nurse!”

Caine’s eyes cut to Mireya. “Really?”

Mireya nodded. “I got into UNO. Email came this afternoon.”

Something moved behind his face—quick, there and gone. He crossed the small space and bent to kiss her, the brush of his mouth soft and sure. “Congratulations, nena,” he said, quiet.

He straightened and reached into his pocket. The roll of bills sat heavy in his palm, the rubber band biting a thin line into the skin. He pressed it into her hand without fanfare.

She looked at it, then at him. “This from the other night?”

He nodded once.

“Drogas?” she asked.

He held her eyes, searching for a flinch that did not come. A beat passed. Then he nodded again.

“Okay,” she said. She slid the money into her bra, the weight finding its place against her ribs. Her face didn’t change. Only her shoulders let out a small breath.

Caine turned to Camila and tipped the bowl with one finger. “I get a goldfish, mamas?”

Camila hugged the bowl to her chest and shook her head so hard her curls bounced. Laughter bubbled up and spilled over. Caine grinned and reached for her belly, fingers quick. He tickled without mercy until she squealed, legs kicking, crackers scattering like confetti across the table.

“Nooo,” Camila squealed, half-laugh, half-command. “No, Daddy!”

He stopped just enough to let her catch air, then went back in soft, making monster sounds under his breath until she dissolved again. The fridge motor kicked on, loud in the pause between squeals. The apartment felt warmer for it.

Mireya leaned back in her chair and watched them. She had seen the moment his face shifted when she said UNO, the tiny hitch like he had swallowed something sharp. He had buried it quick. He always did when it was her. The kiss had landed gentle. The money had landed heavier. She let the two weights sit where they sat.

Camila tried to escape to the far side of the chair and Caine scooped her closer in one motion, muscle and care working together like they were the same thing.

“Share?” he asked again, softer, holding out an empty hand. “Por favor, I’m starving.”

Camila looked at his palm, then at his face, then at the fish. She giggled and placed one cracker in his hand like it was a prize.

“Thank you, ma’am,” he said, mock-grave.

He popped it into his mouth, chewed with exaggerated drama, and pretended to faint against the back of the chair. Camila screamed laughing, then climbed to her knees and patted his cheeks to wake him up. He opened one eye and roared, and she shrieked again, delighted and loud enough that the neighbor’s dog gave a single bark through the wall and then decided it wasn’t worth it.

The draft under the window tugged at the curtain. It lifted and fell. Mireya rubbed the goldfish dust off her fingertip onto her jeans and felt the money settle against her chest like a decision she had already made two weeks ago and kept making. She thought of the email sitting on her phone, the blue UNO header, the words admit and pending and fees. Paperwork as a kind of weather.

Caine rested his chin on Camila’s shoulder and rocked her side to side in a tiny sway only she could feel. “One more?” he asked.

Camila clutched the bowl and shook her head, laughing so hard her eyes turned to crescents. He tickled her again, lighter this time, just chasing the sound.

Mireya stayed quiet. She let herself study him in profile, the cut of his jaw, the gentleness that always showed up when he forgot to defend it. The earlier flicker had not returned. He kept his focus on Camila like it was the only work that counted. That steadied her more than the money did.

The laptop screen went dark and reflected them back, the three of them bent around a cheap table, crackers everywhere, curtain breathing. Mireya reached up and tucked a curl behind Camila’s ear that had escaped in the chaos. Caine glanced at her hand there and then back at Camila like he didn’t want to break whatever was holding.

“Mommy nice nurse,” Camila said, as if she had settled the argument inside her own head. Then she laughed again, bright and whole.

Mireya did not speak. She only watched the two of them laugh.
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Post by djp73 » 16 Sep 2025, 06:48

Caesar wrote:
15 Sep 2025, 21:20
We are pleased to inform you… admitted for Fall 2026… pending payment of tuition and fees.
:blessed: better get on that grant grind though

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Post by Soapy » 16 Sep 2025, 08:44

yall boys hyped but that was just the set up. noses about to get wiped for real
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