
December has been mad. Absolutely mad. But for the first time in a long while, it’s been the good kind.
When I look back at the last six games, it’s hard not to feel proud of the lads. Five wins on the bounce. From where this club was when I walked through the door — administration, an 18-point deduction, uncertainty everywhere — that run felt almost impossible. Middlesbrough brought us back down to earth, but even that one hurt because I genuinely felt we deserved something. When you’re annoyed at losing to a promotion contender away from home, you know standards have shifted.
We’ve clawed back ground on Oxford and Norwich. Not enough yet, but enough to believe. The table still doesn’t look pretty, but for the first time since October, it doesn’t feel hopeless either. The players have given the fans something back — belief, fight, and identity.
Individually, there have been some massive performances. Barry Bannan has been outstanding. He’s set the tone every day in training and dragged us through games when we needed control and calm. Ike Ugbo has been huge for us — his goals, his physical presence, his work without the ball. He’s led the line properly. Charlie McNeill has stepped up as well, scoring big goals and showing real intelligence in his movement.
At the back, the group has grown quickly. Bernard and Iorfa have been solid, brave in possession and aggressive without it. Otegbayo has surprised a few people with how quickly he’s adapted. In goal, Horvath gave us stability when we needed it most, and now Pierce Charles coming in after that loan ending is another moment for a young lad to grow fast.
The wing-backs deserve a mention too. Whether it’s Valery, Amass or Kobacki, they’ve bought into the system completely. They’re covering huge distances and giving us real width and energy. That’s not easy in a back five, especially with the schedule we’ve had.
This weekend is the FA Cup and we’ve drawn Cambridge Utd. They’re flying in League Two and playing with real confidence. I’ve told the players to enjoy it. I will probably rotate the squad a little, the FA Cup is not a priority but a win would be a nice boost for the club. These are the games you measure yourself against. No pressure — just standards.
Off the pitch, it’s been chaos again. Ruben Amorim getting sacked at United changes everything. Sounds like Ole or Michael Carrick will take it until the end of the season. You never really escape that club — it always pulls you back in somehow.
At least Ayden Heaven has so far been outstanding — calm, brave, switched on. He’s slotted straight in like he’s been here for years, and that’s not easy in this situation. He’ll be massive for us in the months ahead. Lacey was good too, but physically will need some time to find his feet.
We’re close to announcing Nathan Redmond as well. That’s a statement signing for where this club is right now. Experience, quality, leadership. Someone who’s played at the very top level and understands pressure. If all goes well, he’ll make his debut this weekend, and I’m hoping he gives us that bit of composure and threat in the final third.
There’s still a long way to go. Relegation is still the likely outcome, and I’m not pretending otherwise. But this finally feels like a team, a project, and a club moving in the same direction.
For once, it feels like we’re building — not just surviving.





