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Post by Caesar » 15 Jun 2025, 18:23

Lo Que Cuesta

They always gave him the left side of the table.

Unspoken, but understood—Ramon took the corner with his back to the wall, Tyree leaned across from him, arms crossed and quiet, and EJ parked next to Caine, smacking sunflower seeds against his molars while watching everything like he was clocking a payday.

Caine didn’t say much.

He didn’t have to.

They’d eaten three meals together now. That was enough for the pod to start drawing lines.

Trayvon hadn’t so much as looked his way since that standoff, and the wolves that used to linger near Caine’s bunk at night were suddenly sniffing at someone else.

But safety in a place like E3 didn’t come clean.

It came layered.

And today was the first day that layer peeled back.

Caine was stacking dominoes—not playing, just organizing—when Ramon set a folded packet of ramen in front of him like an offering or a receipt.

“Got extra today,” he said casually.

Tyree was already unwrapping a Snickers. EJ dropped his tray down with a thud and said nothing at all.

Caine picked up the ramen but didn’t tear it open. “Y’all doing charity now?”

“Nah,” Ramon said, smirking faintly. “Call it investment.”

That sat between them for a second.

Tyree finally spoke. “Pod like this? Eyes don’t blink. You got calm energy. But calm don’t mean safe.”

EJ added, “You ain’t been jumped yet, but that’s credit, not coincidence.”

Caine nodded once, slow. “I get it.”

Ramon leaned forward, arms on the table.

“We ain’t askin’ you to run shit. But just know—we kept shit off your plate the last couple days. Called in quiet favors. Pulled weight that ain’t free.”

“I ain’t expecting it to be,” Caine said, voice even.

Tyree tilted his head. “Good.”

EJ broke his silence. “When we say move, you move. Not ‘cause we your bosses. Just ‘cause when shit shifts, you don’t wanna be slow.”

Ramon nodded. “You ain’t got a mark on you. You got people writing your name on envelopes. That’s leverage. Sooner or later, someone’s gonna want that.”

They let that hang there.

Caine didn’t flinch. He unwrapped the ramen, tapped the corner against the table like it meant something, then tucked it into his pocket.

“I ain’t green.”

“We seen your paperwork,” Ramon said. “You got more heart than most the niggas in this car. Don’t mean you can’t get got by some young nigga trying to earn some stripes outside.”

Caine glanced around the room. The same pod. Same stale air. But the chairs around him weren’t empty anymore.

That counted for something.

Even if he hadn’t asked for it.

Even if it was going to cost.

~~~

The hum of the kitchen light was louder than it should’ve been—an old fluorescent tube that buzzed like it was trying to stay awake. The rice on the stove had scorched at the bottom. Again. Mireya stirred it once with a plastic spoon, not because it could be saved but because she needed her hands to be busy.

Camila’s faint cough echoed from the back room.

She hadn’t cried in a while, which somehow made it worse.

Behind her, the apartment door clicked shut harder than necessary. Maria’s footsteps followed—measured, irritated, tired in the way that sounded like accusation.

“Tu hija’s been wheezing all afternoon,” she said. No hello.

“I know,” Mireya replied flatly. She didn’t turn around. “I left the instructions on the fridge.”

“She needed the Pedialyte,” Maria pressed. “I texted you.”

“I saw.”

Maria walked past her, opened the fridge, and let it hang open long enough for the cold air to spill out uselessly. There was milk, barely. Leftover beans in a stained container. Not much else.

“Then why didn’t you bring it?”

“I forgot,” Mireya said through clenched teeth. “I was running late to the depot drop. I didn’t get off until after seven, Mami.”

“That’s always the story, huh?” Maria let the fridge door close with a thud. “You’re tired. You’re late. You forgot.”

“I’ve been working all day.”

“So has everyone else.”

“I haven’t eaten since breakfast!”

“You want an award for that?”

Mireya finally turned, spoon clattering into the sink.

“What do you want from me?” she snapped. “I’m doing everything I can—”

“No,” Maria interrupted. “You’re doing just enough to say you tried.”

The words cut. Not sharp like a knife—dull like a bruise you’d been pressing on too long.

“I take care of her,” Mireya said, her voice shaking. “I pick her up. I change her. I stay up with her all night when she can’t breathe.”

“And then you hand her off in the morning and expect a parade.”

“I’m sixteen!” she shouted. “With a sick baby and two jobs!”

Maria didn’t flinch. “Then act like it.”

“I am—”

“No. You’re playing grown-up and acting like the world’s supposed to be sorry for you.”

Mireya’s face twisted. “I don’t want sorry. I want help.”

Maria pointed toward the hallway. “You had help. And then you brought chaos into my house. You brought a baby you weren’t ready for. A boy you couldn’t save. And now you act like this is something being done to you instead of something you chose.”

“I didn’t choose this life!” Mireya screamed.

“You chose him. And that means you chose all of it.”

Mireya’s hands trembled at her sides. Her breathing was ragged. For a second, it looked like she might throw something, or cry, or collapse right where she stood.

But she didn’t.

She walked to the counter and grabbed her keys.

Maria watched, arms folded, still unmoved.

“Where are you going now?”

“Away,” Mireya said.

“To who? Walking out like tu papa?”

Mireya spun. “Don’t act like you know what I’m doing. You don’t know a fucking thing about the hours I work, or how much it hurts to leave her every morning. You don’t know what I give up just to keep the lights on.”

“I know what it looks like when a girl thinks pain makes her special.”

“I’m trying!” Mireya shouted. “And it’s never enough for you!”

Maria’s voice was quieter now, but colder. “You want me to cry for you? Feel sorry because you got a baby too soon and no man at home? Newsflash—your life ain’t unique. And tired ain’t an excuse forever.”

The room pulsed with silence. Even Camila had stopped coughing.

Mireya’s mouth trembled, but her spine stayed straight.

She turned, walked out.

The door slammed so hard behind her the spoon in the sink rattled.

And Maria—alone now—looked down at the floor, at the burn bubbling at the edge of the rice pot. She turned off the burner. Opened the window.

But the smoke still lingered.

And the silence in the apartment wasn’t peaceful.

Maria didn’t move for a long time. Then she reached over the sink and turned the burner off. Pushed the pot aside, scraped out the ruined rice in the trash. She opened the cupboard, pulled out a clean bottle, and filled it half with warm water. Set it on the counter next to the bib Mireya had forgotten. Then she sat back down at the table and lit a cigarette with shaking hands.

She didn’t cry.

But she didn’t finish the cigarette either.
~~~

The heat in the garage clung like a second skin—grease-thick and unforgiving. The overhead lights buzzed, one flickering. Old rap bled from a speaker wedged between a dented tool chest and a stack of tires. Tito was under the hood of a busted-out Impala, forearms slick with oil, cigarette hanging from his lip like it had been rolled hours ago and forgotten.

Dre stood just inside the bay, hands in his pockets, eyes on the ground. He waited until Tito straightened and wiped his hands on a red shop rag before speaking.

“I need a run,” Dre said, voice low.

Tito didn’t look surprised. Just tired.

“Type?”

“Short. Quick. Enough to put something on the books.”

Tito tossed the rag onto a stool, then finally met Dre’s eyes.

“Caine?”

Dre nodded. “And Ricky.”

Tito let out a long breath and shook his head slowly.

“You think anyone’s gonna front work to a rat’s people?” he asked. “Even if you solid, that name’s dirty now.”

“Come on, man,” Dre said, stepping forward. “You know that ain’t me.”

“Yeah. But I also know your blood ran his mouth to save his own ass. People see you, they don’t see Dre. They see Percy. And Percy’s a liability.”

“That ain’t fair.”

Tito stepped closer, lowering his voice just enough to make sure it cut.

“Fair ain’t part of the business, son. Trust is. And right now? That trust is shot, lil’ brudda.”

Dre swallowed hard, his jaw working, fists clenched in his pockets.

“I ain’t asking for no front,” he said. “Just a door.”

“There ain’t no door.”

Behind them, a younger crew—three teens in mismatched hoodies and beat-up sneakers—stood half-watching from the side of the garage, pretending to sweep or change out a filter. They weren’t even hiding it. Just watching.

Dre caught one of them snickering.

He turned without a word and walked toward the street, the pavement cracking beneath his steps.

No one called after him.

And he didn’t look back.

He just kept walking, the weight on his shoulders a little heavier now, the road ahead still empty—and closing fast.

~~~

The breakroom was dim, lit by a single fluorescent bar overhead and the blue glow of a vending machine that hadn’t been stocked right in weeks. The fan on the wall turned in lazy half-circles, doing more to shift dust than move air. Sara sat at the corner table with a Styrofoam cup of instant coffee cooling in her hands, her scrubs wrinkled from two shifts and her hair pulled back in a loose bun that had started to fall by midnight.

Across from her, Denise—an older woman with kind eyes and orthopedic sneakers—dug through a sandwich bag of trail mix and watched her quietly.

“You look beat, girl,” she said finally, voice low and unjudging. “When’s the last time you slept right?”

Sara didn’t answer at first. She just stared into her cup like it had more to say than she did.

Denise tried again. “This your second shift this week, right? Split double?”

Sara nodded. “Trying to pick up a few more. Just until… something gives.”

Denise raised an eyebrow. “Rent hike?”

Sara shook her head. “I’m saving. Might have to move. Not sure yet.”

The silence after that invited more.

Denise didn’t push—but didn’t look away either.

Sara’s voice came out soft. Measured.

“My son’s in jail.”

That landed like a small crack in the room. Enough to make the silence feel different.

“He’s sixteen,” she said. “And they’re trying to bury him like he’s already dead.”

Denise sat still, the trail mix forgotten in her hand.

Sara’s voice wavered, just once. “They might try him like he ain’t even human. Like he’s nothing but paperwork and a mugshot.”

She pressed the heel of her hand under her eye, not bothering to pretend it was anything other than what it was.

“I keep telling myself to believe he’s coming home. But some days I can’t even say it out loud without choking on it.”

Denise reached across the table and set her hand gently on Sara’s.

They didn’t speak for a moment.

Then Sara straightened, blinking the tears back. Not gone—just shelved.

“But I’m saving,” she said, voice firm now. “Because if he does come home, he’s gonna need a roof that doesn’t hate him.”

Denise gave her hand a gentle squeeze.

“That boy’s lucky,” she said softly.

Sara didn’t answer.

Just exhaled, drained and still standing, and sipped her coffee like it was armor.

~~~

The visitation room was cold in that institutional way—windowless, colorless, built to make you forget the world outside. Caine sat at the booth, cuffed at the waist, ankles shackled to the stool. His arms rested on the small metal ledge under the glass.

When the door opened and Quentin Landry stepped through, Caine’s posture stiffened just slightly. He hadn’t seen Mr. Landry since that night. Since Percy raised the gun and Caine shoved it off target—toward the sky, toward nothing.

Quentin looked different now. Not in his face, but in the way he carried himself—like someone who’d spent weeks turning over questions with no good answers.

He took the seat across the glass. Lifted the phone. Caine waited a beat before picking his up.

Neither spoke right away.

Quentin sat across from the boy he hadn’t seen since that night. Back when everything snapped—Percy’s arm, the scream, the muzzle flash. He hadn’t known then if showing up like this would help or just reopen something. But he’d shown up anyway. Because sometimes doing right didn’t feel right at all. It just felt necessary.

Then Quentin said, quietly: “I’ve been meaning to see you.”

Caine gave a small shrug. “Didn’t think you would.”

“I wasn’t sure what I’d say.”

They let the silence breathe.

“You saved my life,” Quentin said, finally. “You didn’t have to. But you did.”

Caine’s eyes dropped. “Didn’t save much else.”

“That wasn’t yours to carry.”

Quentin leaned forward, and from the bag on his lap, he pulled two books. He held them up so Caine could see the covers—The Fire Next Time and a worn collection of essays by James Cone.

“Thought you might want something with weight.”

Caine raised an eyebrow. “Ain’t no libraries in here?”

“Not the kind that tell you why the system was built to swallow boys like you.”

That landed. Caine didn’t react right away, but something shifted in his grip on the phone.

Quentin lifted one more item into view—a GED prep booklet.

“I know you’re still on track for your diploma. This is just extra. Something to keep the rust off while the courts play their game.”

Caine smirked faintly. “What, you trying to make me a scholar now?”

“I’m trying to make sure they don’t get to decide what you know,” Quentin said. “They want you angry. Or stupid. Don’t give them either.”

Caine looked at the books again. Not like he was judging them—more like he was weighing something invisible in his mind.

“I’ll make sure they get delivered,” Quentin added, tapping the side of the glass gently with the corner of the Baldwin. “If they don’t let ‘em through, I’ll find something that does.”

Caine gave a slow nod. Not agreement. Not thanks. Just acknowledgment.

“They treating you alright in here?” Quentin asked.

Caine hesitated. “I’m still breathing.”

“Good. Keep it that way.”

The guard behind Caine tapped twice on the glass—time’s up.

Quentin stood first.

“I’ll come back,” he said. “Next week, if they’ll let me.”

Caine didn’t move, didn’t speak.

But as Quentin walked away, he watched.

And when the door closed behind him, Caine sat with the phone still pressed to his ear for a second longer, staring at the space where the books had been.

~~~

The office was quiet after hours, just the ticking of the wall clock and the low hum of a desk fan pushing stale air across open folders. Outside, downtown New Orleans flickered—blue streetlamps, the glow of passing streetcars, neon signs buzzing tired promises.

Nicole sat cross-legged on the couch with her laptop, a half-drunk La Croix sweating beside her. A legal pad balanced on her knee, scribbled with timecodes, footnotes, and arrows connecting statements like spiderwebs.

Markus was at his desk, tie undone, sleeves rolled past his elbows. He looked like he hadn’t blinked in an hour.

Nicole broke the silence.

“I found something.”

Markus didn’t look up at first. Then he did—slow, expectant.

Nicole rotated the laptop and slid it to the edge of the desk. “This is the gas station camera they’re leaning on for timestamp verification. Claims they caught the car turning onto Dumaine ten minutes before the first witness report.”

Markus leaned in. Clicked back through the footage. “I’ve seen this.”

“Now watch the clock,” she said.

He did.

Three cars passed.

She clicked once. Froze the frame.

“The timestamp reads 7:41 p.m. But the clerk’s end-of-day register tape”—she flipped to another PDF—“shows the machine logged 7:41 twenty-three minutes after the surveillance footage ends.”

Markus blinked.

“Clerk ran his report right before close. Footage is off by at least twenty minutes. Maybe more.”

She handed him the handwritten affidavit from the arresting officer. “Which means this line here—‘surveillance footage confirms vehicle direction and timing consistent with eyewitness’—is garbage. The footage doesn’t confirm anything.”

Markus leaned back in his chair, the faint creak of old leather echoing in the room.

He read the affidavit again. Then the surveillance transcript. Then again.

Nicole stayed silent. She knew that look.

“This might not win us a trial,” Markus said finally, eyes still on the screen. “But it could collapse their case if we hit it hard during pretrial.”

He tapped the affidavit, once.

“They built this narrative on certainty. That timestamp is supposed to be their anchor.”

Nicole nodded. “And now it’s drift.”

Markus stared at the frozen frame. A blurry sedan. A streetlamp haloing the hood.

Then he said it, low and even:

“A knife in the dark.”

He stood and crossed to the whiteboard, wiping off an entire corner of scribbled case theory. He wrote TIMESTAMP – DISCREDITED in block letters.

Behind him, Nicole closed the laptop and stood to gather the new filings.

They didn’t say anything else.

The office was quiet again.

But the wedge had been found.

~~~

The pod was quiet now—quiet in that way only concrete and bad sleep could make. Lights dimmed, sinks dripped, distant voices from other wings muffled behind reinforced doors. The kind of silence that never meant peace.

Caine lay on his back in his bunk, arms behind his head, eyes tracing invisible cracks in the ceiling.

Then a shadow broke the edge of his bed.

Ramon.

He didn’t say anything at first. Just crouched low enough not to be heard by the night CO.

Tyree leaned against the opposite wall, arms folded. EJ hovered near the sink, back turned, but listening.

Ramon spoke low. Not whispering, but close.

“We might need a favor.”

Caine didn’t move.

Ramon went on: “Nothing heavy. Just something small. Soon.”

Caine blinked slow. “Inside?”

Ramon gave a slight shrug. “Could be.”

Tyree stepped forward just enough for the light to catch the edge of his jawline.

“You down?”

Caine held his eyes.

One beat.

Two.

Then nodded once.

Not with enthusiasm. Not even with fear.

Just the kind of nod a boy gives when he understands how a system works, even if it never said the rules out loud.

Ramon stood up, hand briefly resting on the side rail.

“Sleep easy.”

Caine didn’t respond.

But he stayed awake long after they left, the buzz of the light fixture above him matching the weight in his chest.

He reached under his bunk and pulled out the ramen from earlier. Held it in one hand for a moment, turning the package slowly. Then he set it on the floor, untouched. Left it there like a marker. Like a reminder that nothing in here was ever free.

~~~

The car was still. The radio off. Camila’s breathing soft from the backseat, a slight snore curling up from her stuffy nose. Her little fists twitched in sleep, bundled under the last clean blanket Mireya had in the trunk.

Mireya sat in the driver’s seat, fingers tight around her phone. The banking app stared back:

-$4.67

She didn’t curse. Didn’t cry.

Just let the screen dim and placed the phone gently in the cupholder.

Then she grabbed the crumpled five from her pocket—sweat-wrinkled, barely holding form—and stepped out.

Inside the Wendy’s, the cashier didn’t even look up.

“One cone,” Mireya said. Her voice surprised even herself—so calm. So hollow.

She slid the bill across the counter, took her change without counting it, and walked back out with the little swirl of vanilla in hand.

It melted fast in the heat. She sat on the hood of her car and ate it slowly, like it deserved her attention.

Camila slept through it all.

And Mireya stared out at nothing in particular, the taste of cheap sugar on her tongue, her eyes glassy but dry.

The cone dripped onto her hand.

She didn’t wipe it off.

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Post by Soapy » 16 Jun 2025, 08:26

broke ass bitch lmao nigga can't even make money committing crimes. stick to football
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Post by Captain Canada » 16 Jun 2025, 09:47

This shit depressing as hell :drose:

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Post by redsox907 » 16 Jun 2025, 12:56

at this rate Caine gonna be playing for the Mean Machine
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Post by Caesar » 19 Jun 2025, 07:00

Soapy wrote:
16 Jun 2025, 08:26
broke ass bitch lmao nigga can't even make money committing crimes. stick to football
Everyone can't be Kam doing crimes because he got daddy issues
Captain Canada wrote:
16 Jun 2025, 09:47
This shit depressing as hell :drose:
This man gonna stop reading :pgdead:
redsox907 wrote:
16 Jun 2025, 12:56
at this rate Caine gonna be playing for the Mean Machine
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Post by Caesar » 19 Jun 2025, 07:00

Peso Muerto

The transport van rocked side to side as it cut past the Bonnet Carre, its shocks long shot, its steel frame groaning like it was tired of the trip. Inside, six inmates sat chained to floor bolts—wrists cuffed, ankles secured, their eyes cast anywhere but at each other.

Ricardo sat furthest back. Youngest. Quietest. Elbows on his knees, chin low, not pretending to be tough, just already done pretending to be scared. It had been weeks since he’d decided to change his plea and now he was off to what would be his home for the next 15 to 25 years.

“Shit,” one man muttered, smirking across the aisle. “They really sendin’ sophomores now?”

No one laughed.

The guy beside him looked at Ricardo and said, “He’s here for a reason. You don’t ride this van on accident.”

Ricardo didn’t look up.

….

Elayn Hunt hit like a warehouse with no soul. Bright lights, gray walls, and guards who didn’t use names.

Strip. Bend. Rinse. Dress. March.

A CO skimmed his intake sheet. “Fernandez. E-Unit. Bottom rack.”

Ricardo didn’t say anything. Just followed the yellow line until he reached his dorm.



The wall phone near the restrooms rang with quiet tones all night. Ricardo waited his turn. He wasn’t nervous. Just tired.

He pulled a folded slip from his waistband—two numbers on it.

The first said “Mamá.”

He dialed.

Your call cannot be completed as dialed. Please check the number and try again.

He tried with the country code.

Same.

He stood still, staring at the keypad like it owed him something.

He held the receiver a second longer. Not because he expected it to ring again—but because it hadn’t really sunk in. She was gone. Because of him. No border, no prayer, no phone line would change that now.

He folded the paper slowly and slid it back into his waistband.

Then he dialed the second number.

Dre picked up fast. “Yo.”

Ricardo spoke quiet, measured. “Touchdown.”

“That quick?”

Ricardo looked around. “They don’t waste beds.”

A pause.

“You alright?”

Ricardo ignored the question. “Tried calling my mom.”

Dre didn’t speak.

“Didn’t go through.”

Another beat.

Ricardo exhaled slowly. “Anyway. Just checking in.”

Dre’s voice dropped. “You want me to say it?”

“No,” Ricardo said. “Just want to know if it’s been done.”

Pause.

“Not yet,” Dre admitted.

Ricardo didn’t react.

“You planning to?”

“Yeah,” Dre said. “Just… making sure the timing’s right.”

Ricardo smirked faintly. “Clock don’t run forever, hermano. If it ticks too long, people start noticing.”

“I know.”

Another pause.

“You sure you want me to?”

“I want things handled,” Ricardo said. His tone didn’t rise. It didn’t need to. “You know, to clean up the mess you got us in.”

“That all?”

“That’s everything.”

One last beat.

“I’ll see you soon,” Ricardo said. Calm. Final.

Then he hung up.

Didn’t wait for Dre to respond.

And as he walked back to his bunk, he didn’t look back.

~~~

The smell of grilled meat and bleach clung to Mireya’s shirt like static. She’d been wiping tables for the last forty minutes, watching the clock between each pass. Her calves ached. Her back burned. Camila had started coughing again that morning—tight, rattling sounds that echoed in her head with every clatter of a dish.

She didn’t notice Carla watching her until she heard the quiet voice from the back.

“Mireya,” her manager called. “Come here for a second, mija.”

Mireya tucked her rag into her apron, nodded to the cashier, and slipped past the swinging kitchen door. Carla was already standing in the cramped back office, arms crossed, a small envelope resting on the corner of the desk like it didn’t want to be touched.

The air in the room was stale. Mireya noticed the fan had stopped working again.

Carla didn’t sit. She didn’t smile either.

“I need to talk to you about the schedule,” she said, soft but direct.

Mireya stayed quiet. She’d learned that tone. It never meant a shift swap.

Carla exhaled slowly. “I had to make cuts this week. Real ones. My cousin—she just moved back with her kids, and she needs full-time. So, I gave her your shifts.”

It didn’t hit all at once. Just a slow, sinking feeling—like her bones were filling with water.

“So, I’m off next week?” Mireya asked, voice tight.

Carla nodded. “For now. Maybe longer.”

“I come in on time. I stay late. I don’t complain—”

“I know. That’s why I’m telling you face-to-face.” Carla gestured to the envelope. “That’s your last check. In cash. Just easier that way.”

Mireya’s fingers twitched at her sides. “You said I was one of your best.”

“You are,” Carla said. “But she’s blood. And this place... it doesn’t run on fair.”

Mireya stared at the envelope without taking it. “I have a baby.”

“I know.”

“She’s sick.”

Carla’s eyes softened, but her stance didn’t change. “I’m sorry.”

That was it.

No suggestion for where to apply next. No offer to call someone. Just an apology and a folded envelope.

“You want to finish out your shift?” Carla asked, almost like a formality.

Mireya shook her head. “Not really.”

Carla stepped back and opened the door. “Then go ahead and clock out.”

Outside, the air was thick with heat and car exhaust. The streetlights hadn’t flickered on yet, so the alley behind the taqueria glowed in a strange, blue-gray dimness.

Mireya untied her apron behind the dumpster, rolled it tight, and shoved it into her backpack.

She sat on the curb behind the building, back against the bricks, and opened the envelope with both thumbs.

$86. Three twenties. One ten. Two fives. Six ones.

She stared at the money for a long time.

Camila still needed more cough medicine. The fridge was nearly empty. Her mother had already texted that she needed to be at home with her daughter.

She counted it once more, even though she didn’t need to.

Then she leaned back and looked up at the sky.

Clouds were drifting in. Fast. A front, maybe.

She thought about walking home, but her legs wouldn’t move.

She stayed there long enough for a kitchen worker to poke his head out and flick a cigarette toward the gutter. He saw her, didn’t say anything, and went back inside.

She could scream. Could beg. But her voice was already tired, and begging never paid the rent.

Just stayed seated—alone behind a building that didn’t need her anymore, holding cash that wouldn’t last two days.

Everything she carried now felt like weight: her daughter, her choices, her silence.

And none of it seemed hers to put down.

~~~

The rec room never really went quiet. Even when no one was talking, the air stayed alive with the buzz of lights, the scrape of plastic chairs, the low clang of metal trays being stacked too hard. Quiet here was always temporary.

Caine had learned to keep his back near the wall.

He was at a far table in the common area—one of the few spots where the light didn’t flicker every three seconds. His spiral-bound notebook was open, pages half-filled with chicken-scratch notes from The Crucible. A copy of the play sat beside it, slightly dog-eared, with a school district stamp inside the cover: Property of Orleans Parish Schools.

He pressed the pencil to the margin beside a line he’d circled twice already.

"Because it is my name..."

Proctor’s refusal to confess. The weight of dying with dignity.

Caine sat still for a long moment, chewing on the end of the eraser. Then he scribbled a thought in the margin.

He doesn’t want to lie, even if the truth kills him. Maybe the lie would’ve saved his life—but it would’ve cost him who he was.

From across the room, the scrape of chair legs hit like a blade on concrete. A burst of laughter followed. Someone argued over a game of spades. One of the bigger boys shouted “Run that back, bitch!” loud enough for the CO behind the glass to lean forward in his chair.

Caine didn’t flinch.

His world narrowed to his page.

The next assignment in the packet was a short response: “Compare John Proctor’s final decision to a modern example of moral resistance. What defines courage—public defiance, or private sacrifice?”

Caine stared at the question for a long time. His pencil hovered, lowered, then stopped. He flipped to the back page and wrote out a few rough notes.

From across the room, Trayvon’s voice rang out. “Yo, Guerra. You tryna get your diploma or a book deal?”

Someone snickered.

Another voice chimed in, mockingly polite. “The nigga think studyin’ for Harvard.”

Caine didn’t look up.

He flipped the page, wrote a new header: Dignity in Public vs. Private Spaces.

The laughter behind him faded into background noise.

By now, most of the pod had stopped noticing when Caine sat with his books. He didn’t invite conversation. Didn’t return stares. Ramon had made it clear after that first altercation: Caine wasn’t to be touched.

That bought peace—but not comfort.

He still felt eyes every time he opened a page. Still felt the judgment in every hallway glance and quiet shuffle behind his bunk.

But none of them knew he was still technically enrolled at George Washington Carver High. That Mr. Landry was forwarding lesson plans and essays through the district’s reentry program. That Markus Shaw had told Sara to keep him on the rolls. “Because if he gets out,” Markus had said, “he’s gonna need more than a clean record. He’s gonna need an education.”

So Caine kept showing up to the table.

Not because he had hope.

Because he needed something left to hold.

Ramon passed by once during his third paragraph, didn’t break stride, just dropped a bag of peanuts onto the edge of the table and kept walking.

Caine glanced up. A silent nod. An understanding.

It didn’t mean they cared about his grades.

It meant they knew what kind of man watched his own back even while someone else was watching it for him.

He finished the paragraph. Adjusted the margin.

Later, he’d switch to geometry. The school had mailed him a unit on basic proofs and parallel lines. His bunkmate had already asked him, half-joking, “You studying how to escape this place?”

Caine hadn’t laughed.

Hadn’t answered either.

And now, as another voice broke out in the background, as the CO buzzed someone back to their cell, as the pod filled with the restless noise of boys chewing time in slow motion—Caine kept writing.

It was the only quiet that mattered.

And the only fight he still had a chance of winning.

~~~

The hallway smelled like lemon cleaner and damp wood—someone’s best attempt to mask old air. Sara Guerra followed the leasing agent in silence, her hands tucked into the sleeves of her cardigan, shoulders slightly hunched from the weight of double shifts and quiet dread.

The apartment was on the second floor. Corner unit. No elevator. No washer-dryer. But the door had a deadbolt that clicked clean, and the walls didn’t echo like they did in her sister’s house.

“This one just opened up,” the agent said with a brightness that felt practiced. “New fan here, deep closets. Kitchen gets great morning light.”

Sara nodded politely, eyes scanning the scuffed baseboards and the brittle window blinds. None of it was impressive. But she wasn’t here for impressive.

She stepped into the smaller bedroom—bare, quiet, still warm with leftover heat from the afternoon sun. A square of light stretched across the floor like a silent invitation.

The agent lingered behind her. “You said it’d be for you and…?”

“Just me,” she said quickly.

He smiled. “Nice to have a little quiet, right?”

Sara didn’t answer. Her eyes were fixed on the corner where a small bed could go. Not hers. Not really. But maybe.

They moved to the kitchen. Small. Narrow. The sink dripped slightly. The faucet had a rust stain curling up from the edge. It reminded her of the place she lived in after high school, before she ever thought about becoming a mother.

“How soon are you looking to move?” the agent asked.

She hesitated. “Just looking,” she said.

But that wasn’t true.

She wasn’t window shopping. She was building a parachute. A place she could fall into if things broke worse than they already had.

If the tension at her mother’s house curdled. If the whispers became ultimatums. If Caine came home and couldn’t go there.

If she needed to choose between her son and her blood.

The agent jotted something on his clipboard. “We’ve got a couple others opening up next month, if you’re not in a rush.”

Sara nodded again. “Okay. Thank you.”

He handed her a flyer, smiling like this was all just another Tuesday.

Outside, the sun was dipping low, casting streaks of orange across the hood of her car. Sara climbed into the driver’s seat but didn’t turn the engine. Her palms rested against the steering wheel. Windows cracked just enough to let the warmth roll in.

She’d never lived alone before.

Never paid rent with just her name on the line.

But as the light faded, she stared at the folded flyer in her passenger seat and tried not to think too hard about what it meant to be preparing for something that might never come.

Just in case.

She needed somewhere the door could open without judgment.

Just for him.

~~~

The depot yard was still hot from the day, the sun long gone but the pavement still radiating heat. Mireya parked near the fence and sat still for a moment, hands resting on the wheel.

The last of her cash was tucked inside her sock—eight crumpled bills from Carla. Camila had gone through the last of the cough syrup two days ago. The formula tin had enough for one more bottle, maybe.

She pulled her hoodie tighter and stepped into the depot.

Jaime didn’t look up when she entered. He was scribbling notes onto a clipboard, jaw clenched.

“You’re not on the board tonight,” he said.

“I know,” she said. “I need more.”

Now he looked up. Saw the way her face didn’t move when she said it.

He set the pen down.

“I told you not to come in here asking questions.”

“I’m not,” she said. “I’m just asking for work.”

Jaime stared at her. The silence said everything he wouldn’t.

Then he reached into the drawer behind the desk and pulled out a folded slip of paper. No names. No manifest. Just directions.

He didn’t hand it over right away.

“You drive,” he said. “Leo rides with you. That’s it.”

Mireya nodded.

“You stay in your car. You keep your eyes on the road. You don’t ask where or why.”

He finally slid the slip across the counter.

“Seven o’clock. Be on time.”



At 7:03, Leo opened the passenger door without a word. He slid into the seat like he belonged there, wearing a black hoodie and a crooked grin. The air shifted the second he shut the door.

He pointed straight ahead. “Go.”

She drove.

He didn’t talk. Just gave short directions when needed—left here, park there, wait five minutes.

At the second stop, he came out with a white envelope tucked under his hoodie. Said nothing. Just nodded once and settled back into the seat.

On the way back to the depot, the silence stretched.

When she pulled to a stop near the gate, Leo didn’t get out right away.

He peeled off a few bills from a roll in his pocket and tucked them into the cupholder on her side.

“Gas money,” he said.

She glanced down. $75.

Before she could thank him, he added, smirking, “Ain’t bad watching you drive, though. Could get used to that view.”

Her jaw tightened, but she said nothing.

He let himself out with a lazy wave and disappeared behind the gate.

She sat for a minute before putting the car in gear again. No music. No noise.

The drugstore lights were bright enough to sting. She moved through the aisles fast—diapers, formula, the off-brand cough syrup, and a cold Coke from the fridge by the register.

She didn’t make eye contact with the cashier.

When she got back to the car, she sat in the front seat, opened the bottle, and took one long sip.

It burned just enough to remind her she was still here.

Then she drove home, the bag on the passenger seat rustling every time she hit a bump.

~~~

Dre parked a few houses down with the lights off, engine still humming beneath him like it didn’t know whether to rest or run.

The house sat quiet under the glow of a porch light—white steps, trimmed hedges, wind chimes clinking soft above the door. The place hadn’t changed since they were kids. Same busted mailbox. Same dent in the screen from when Dre pushed Percy into it during a water balloon fight. Same faint smell of fried something drifting out the kitchen window.

Across the street, Miss Evelyn—grandma’s next-door neighbor for twenty years—was out with her tiny dog, pulling her trash bin back toward the side gate. Percy stepped out to help her, still in socks, still grinning like he didn’t have a single mark on him.

Dre watched him laugh. Saw him lean down to pet the yapping dog. Saw Evelyn hand him a Tupperware like it was a normal Tuesday.

Like everything wasn’t broken.

He could almost hear Ricardo’s voice again: “Ain’t no coming back from what he did. You know that.”

Dre’s hand hovered over the glovebox.

He didn’t open it.

Didn’t need to.

The weight was already there.

A part of him wanted Percy to see him. Just once. A glimpse from the corner of his eye. But Percy didn’t look up. Didn’t sense the heat watching him from the dark.

The wind chimes clinked again. Miss Evelyn waved and stepped inside.

Percy followed.

The door shut behind them.

Dre sat back in his seat, the ache behind his eyes sharpening. He felt the years folding in on him—what they’d shared as kids, what had been lost, what had been betrayed.

Then he started the car.

Didn’t peel out.

Didn’t even look in the rearview mirror.

He just pulled away slow, headlights off, letting the dark hold him for a little while longer.

He hadn’t come for a decision.

Only for the reminder.

That next time?

He might not leave empty.

~~~

The lights buzzed low in the office, throwing long shadows across scattered files. Nicole sat hunched over her laptop, screen casting pale blue across her glasses. Markus stood at the whiteboard behind her, flipping through a stack of affidavits like they were flashcards in a rigged exam.

Nicole didn’t look up when she said it.

“This is thin.”

Markus paused. “The affidavit?”

“Everything. The whole structure of the state’s case rests on Percy’s statement. And it’s soft. No timeline. No logistics. No physical evidence to back anything up.”

Markus crossed to the table. Nicole rotated the screen toward him and pointed to a highlighted section.

‘Caine told Ricardo to give me a gun before we got to the house. In case anything went wrong.

Markus raised an eyebrow. “And they’re spinning that as intent?”

“Exactly,” she said. “He doesn’t say Caine touched the gun. Doesn’t say Caine threatened anyone. Doesn’t even describe what ‘went wrong’ means. Just... vague implication.”

She flipped to another page.

“Worse—Percy puts himself in the middle of the whole thing. Says he brought the gun. He’s already in possession. But now suddenly, he’s just a helpful bystander following instructions?”

Markus grunted. “So, they’ve turned him into a messenger boy.”

“Who just happened to be armed.”

He moved to the whiteboard and wrote:

STATE’S CASE: BUILT ON PERCY → PERCY WAS ARMED

NO:

Forensic tie
Surveillance
Texts or planning
Second witness

Nicole added, “They’re trying to frame Caine as the mastermind. But the witness they’re using is the one with the weapon. That’s a hard sell if we punch holes in how he describes motive and control.”

Markus circled the word control.

“If we force Babin to defend Percy as both a passive participant and their lead witness, she’s boxed in.”

“And if we push a motion to examine their pre-affidavit interactions…” Nicole began.

Markus nodded. “We get a hearing. Or enough noise to make jury selection radioactive.”

He looked at the screen one more time, then said:

“We don’t need to win. We just need her to flinch.”

Nicole sat back, already drafting the motion.

~~~

The lights in E3 never fully went dark.

They dimmed to a low, hazy hum—enough to cast warped shadows along the floor and turn faces into silhouettes. The buzz overhead was constant, like a warning no one had to say out loud.

Caine lay on his back, arms tucked behind his head, staring at the cracks in the ceiling. A bunk creaked somewhere. Water dripped from the communal sink every few minutes. Someone near the door snored with a whistle in his throat.

He waited.

When the count had passed and the last shuffle of CO boots faded into silence, he reached under his mattress and pulled out the booklet.

It wasn’t much—just a small, black-and-white stitched composition book. Soft corners. Already starting to wrinkle. Markus had gotten it cleared as part of his “educational materials.”

Inside, the pages were crowded with quiet thoughts, some just half-finished sentences. But he turned to a blank one.

He picked up the short golf pencil they’d given him in class. No eraser. Barely two inches long.

Camila—

I don’t know what day it is. I think it’s Thursday. Might be Monday. Everything here moves slow unless it’s falling apart. The clocks don’t matter, but I still try to count the time.

We started back on schoolwork. It’s all packets. Reading questions. Essays with no point. Most of it’s easy, but I try to take it seriously. I told the teacher I was gonna graduate with my class. She didn’t laugh. Just nodded. I think that was her version of hope.

Sometimes I help the kid next to me. He’s got bad handwriting and worse patience.


He paused. Ran his fingers along the crease of the page. The paper felt soft, like it had already lived too long in this place.

Someone dropped a book off about a week ago. It's about fire. About how this country makes boys like me carry smoke in our lungs before we can grow into men. I didn’t think it would matter. But now it’s under my pillow.

I think about you all the time. More than I say. Sometimes it’s the only way I remember what soft feels like.

I’m still trying. Even when it feels invisible.


At the bottom of the page, he wrote:

Some days I forget what it was like to be free. Other days, that’s the only thing I remember.

He closed the notebook slowly and slid it back under the mattress, beneath the edge that sagged just enough to keep it hidden.

The pencil went into his sock.

And Caine stared at the ceiling until his eyes stopped trying to focus and the world buzzed around him like static he couldn’t turn off.

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Post by Caesar » 22 Jun 2025, 16:51

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Caine traced a line through the date with the edge of a dull pencil.

July 18th.

He had written it in block letters across the inside cover of a world history textbook two weeks earlier: “Camila’s first birthday.”

He underlined it twice then. Now he added a third stroke.

The inside cover had become his makeshift calendar. A scratch-built roadmap through time, carved out with scavenged pen ink and pencil lead. Each square marked a day he couldn’t get back.

He glanced at the neighboring dates—court days, unit lockdowns. Little notes beside some:

“Markus visit.”

“Got paper from Q.”

“Fight.”

And this one: “1 year old today.”

He stared at it. Let the pencil fall.

“Lo siento, mi vida,” he whispered. “Feliz cumpleaños.”

His voice broke in the middle. Too soft to echo.

Across the unit, some new kid screamed in his sleep. A CO’s boots clipped against the far hallway tile, but didn’t stop at his cell.

Caine slid the book back under his mattress. Not with any urgency—just quiet. Reverent. He rested his arms against his forehead and let the cold seep into his skin. His body stilled, but his mind kept moving: wondering what she looked like now, if she still had that tiny patch of curls behind her left ear, if she ever said his name.

He tried to picture her in the clothes Mireya had sent a photo of months ago—the yellow onesie with the sunflowers. But the image flickered and blurred. It felt like remembering a dream instead of a person.

His bunk creaked as he rolled over and pulled the blanket up to his chin. Not because he was cold. He just didn’t want anyone to see his face.



Mireya pressed her head against the slats of Camila’s crib, the smooth wood warmed by the heat of her breath.

The air was thick with summer and sugar—the scent of baby powder and vanilla icing still clinging to the walls from the night before. The fan in the corner ticked rhythmically, not enough to cool the room, just enough to stir the silence.

Camila slept on her side, hands balled beneath her chin, breath puffing gently through slightly parted lips. Her curls were damp near the edges, her face sticky with sweat and crumbs of a cookie she hadn’t finished.

Mireya’s tears came slow and steady. No hiccups, no sobs. Just salt and grief and guilt. The kind that pools inside you for weeks until it leaks out quietly, when no one else is watching.

She kept her eyes on Camila. On the soft rise and fall of her chest. On the twitch of her toes when she shifted. A year. A whole year. She was supposed to be stronger by now. She was supposed to have figured it out.

The door creaked softly. Mireya didn’t look up.

“Elena,” she said, voice thin and cracked around the edges.

Her cousin stepped into the room holding a damp dishtowel. “Your mama said she needs help in the kitchen—something with the frijoles—”

She stopped short when she saw the way Mireya’s fingers curled through the crib bars like she was holding herself up.

“Mireya?” Elena stepped closer, the towel now just dangling from her wrist. “What’s wrong?”

Mireya shook her head. Her voice barely came out. “Nothing.”

Then again: “It’s just… her birthday.”

Elena didn’t say anything. Didn’t try to console her. Just nodded, slow, like she understood. She took a half-step back toward the hallway.

“I’m coming,” Mireya said quickly, wiping her face with the edge of her shirt. “I’m okay.”

She wasn’t. But she would be.

At least until the guests left.

At least until Camila fell asleep again.

At least until she could cry without anyone trying to stop her.

~~~

The courtroom was cold—like they kept it that way on purpose, so nobody ever got too comfortable. A beige ceiling fan spun half-heartedly overhead, doing more rattling than cooling. Caine sat at the defense table, his wrists cuffed to the chain around his waist, ankles shackled beneath his seat.

Markus leaned in close beside him. His breath smelled faintly of coffee and mints.

“Don’t react. Just listen.”

Caine didn’t answer. He never did during these things. He just stared ahead—at the judge’s bench, at the court seal above it, at the same light stain on the tile floor he’d seen last time.

The judge skimmed over the case file. “State of Louisiana versus Caine Guerra—docket number J-22-418. This is a trial setting conference, correct?”

Markus stood. “Yes, Your Honor. The defense is requesting a tentative trial date in November. We’ll need time to process the remaining discovery.”

The ADA, Jill Babin, didn’t rise to speak. She stayed seated and flipped through her binder like she was bored with all of them. “That’s fine. We’ll need the time too. There’s some digital evidence my office is reviewing. New angles.”

Markus didn’t miss a beat. “So long as those angles include the timestamp discrepancies we flagged.”

That made her glance up. Only for a second.

The judge nodded. “November it is. Pre-trial hearing is set for October 18th. Jury selection the following week, if necessary.”

Caine exhaled slowly through his nose. Not loud enough to notice. Just enough to mark another date in his mental ledger.

The gavel didn’t slam. It just tapped. Once.

As everyone started to rise, Jill Babin made her way toward the aisle. She passed close to the defense table. Too close.

She stopped just behind Caine’s shoulder and said quietly, “Isn’t today your daughter’s birthday?”

Caine didn’t turn.

“You know what hurts the most?” Jill said. “Another man is going to raise her, and you’re still too loyal to the code to do anything about it. All that ghetto omertà—where’s it gotten you?”

Markus stepped between them before Caine could move. “That’s enough,” he said flatly.

Jill raised her palms like she’d just offered a weather report. “Just stating facts.”

She walked out without looking back.

Caine clenched his jaw. The cuffs bit into his wrists.

Markus waited until the courtroom emptied, then leaned in again.

“Look—call her today. Your daughter. Let her hear your voice.”

Caine didn’t say anything.

“Seriously,” Markus said. “Even if it’s just a minute.”

Finally, Caine gave a single nod.

“Alright,” Markus said, tapping the table twice. “I’ll make the request.”

When the CO came to take him, Caine didn’t resist. But as the heavy door closed behind him, he didn’t say a word. Just stared at the frosted glass, jaw tight. He was still her father. And she’d never understand what that meant.

~~~

The apartment was louder than usual. Not chaotic—but full. Camila’s laughter bounced off the walls like sunlight, the kind of joy that made people smile even when they didn’t feel like it.

A pink paper banner hung crookedly over the window: “Feliz Cumpleaños Camila!” Hand-cut and taped up by Elena. A few balloons were bunched in the corner, half of them already losing their air. The cake sat on the table, smeared with finger marks before the first slice was even cut.

Mireya moved through it all like she was outside her own body. She smiled when people talked to her, held Camila up for photos earlier, answered questions about what size clothes she wore now. But her eyes kept drifting to the edges of the room. She didn’t know what she was hoping for.

Maybe just a crack in the moment. Something honest.

Bits of frosting hung in Camila’s hair from her hands. She sat on Sara’s lap near the edge of the room, legs bouncing, her face glowing with cake-smeared joy. Sara held her steady with one arm and a paper plate in the other, occasionally dabbing at Camila’s mouth with a napkin no one really expected to work.

From across the room, Mireya watched them—watched Camila squeal and clap as Sara showed her pictures on her phone. Photos of Caine when he was a baby. One where he wore a Burger King crown. Another where his face was smashed into a cake, eyes wide with mischief.

“Dada,” Camila chirped, pointing at the screen.

Sara laughed, surprised and tender. She hit record without thinking.

“You wanna say it again, baby girl? Say ‘dada.’”

“Dada!”

Elena leaned in beside Mireya and whispered, “She’s perfect.”

Mireya nodded. But her throat tightened.

“She should’ve had both her parents here,” she said, her voice low, almost a confession.

Elena didn’t respond. She just rubbed Mireya’s shoulder once before slipping back toward the kitchen.

Sara was still smiling when Maria crossed the room, her arms folded, eyes scanning Camila before settling on Sara with a tight expression.

“She probably needs a diaper change.”

Sara glanced down. “I can do it.”

Maria didn’t move. “No. I got it.”

“I’m a mother too,” Sara said, gently.

Maria’s tone cooled. “And look how that turned out.”

The silence that followed was sudden and sharp. Sara stood slowly, keeping her composure, handing Camila off with careful hands.

Sara’s mouth opened—then closed again. Too many words. None worth the fight.

“I didn’t come here to fight,” she said instead. “I came to see my granddaughter.”

Mireya stepped between them before the tension could tighten further. “Mamá, enough.”

Maria said nothing more. Just walked away with Camila on her hip, already unzipping the diaper bag.

Sara lingered a moment, unsure whether to leave.

Mireya touched her hand. “I’m glad you came.”

Sara gave a small, tight nod. “He’d want to see that video.”

“I’ll make sure he does.”

Sara turned back toward the kitchen, moving quietly through a room of people who never really made room for her.

Mireya sat down on the couch, holding Camila’s other shoe in her hand—small, pink, missing a bow. Her daughter was one today. One whole year.

And he’d missed it.

~~~

The rec room smelled like sweat and disinfectant—sharp and sour, never clean enough to forget what it was covering. Caine lay on the cold tile floor, working through a slow set of pushups while Ramon cracked jokes with EJ over by the wall.

Tyree had a towel slung over his shoulder, watching a game of spades unfold at the corner table. A CO leaned against the doorframe, eyes half-lidded with boredom. It was one of the rare stretches of quiet. The kind of stillness that felt earned.

“Yo, Guerra,” EJ called across the room. “How many you knockin’ out?”

Caine grunted. “I ain’t counting. Ain’t got shit but time.”

Ramon laughed. “That’s how you know it’s real.”

Caine finished the set and rolled onto his back, staring up at the ceiling. The lights flickered—always that one in the middle. Like it couldn’t decide if it wanted to stay alive or not.

Then came the scream.

Short and broken, like someone trying to yell with no air in their lungs.

Caine shot up. Everyone turned.

Across the room, a kid from F-pod—tall, bony, maybe fifteen—was on the ground, convulsing. Foam pooled at the corner of his mouth. His arms flailed, knees twitching against the tile.

“Shit,” Tyree muttered. “That fent got another one.”

The CO barked into his radio and slammed the emergency button on the wall. The buzz of the lockdown alarm blared overhead—shrill, gut-level, built to scramble your brain.

“Everybody against the wall! Hands on your head!”

Caine backed up slowly, watching as two more officers stormed in and called for medical.

“Strip search and cell sweep,” one shouted. “All units. Full lockdown until further notice.”

“What?” Caine snapped. “I got a call scheduled—”

The nearest CO shoved him toward the bunk area. “You’ll get nothing till this place is clean. Keep walking.”

“It’s my daughter’s birthday,” Caine said, louder now. “It’s her birthday, man—five minutes, that’s all I’m asking!”

The CO didn’t flinch. “Don’t push your luck.”

For a second, Caine’s hands balled into fists. His body surged forward an inch—just one. Then he stopped himself. Jaw tight. Eyes burning. He turned and walked.

Caine sat on the edge of his bed and didn’t say anything. He stared at the scratched floor. Counted the seconds between the flickers of the overhead light.

Then shut his eyes, just so nothing else could get in.
~~~

The house was too quiet when Sara walked in, the kind of silence that only happened after tension had left its imprint. She dropped her keys on the counter, peeled off her shoes with tired feet, and stood for a long moment in the middle of the kitchen.

The leftover birthday cake sat in a cardboard box on the counter—half-melted, pink frosting smudged where someone had closed the lid too hard. She looked at it and thought of Camila’s little hand pointing at the phone. “Dada.” That laugh. That voice.

She’d wanted to play it for Caine today. She’d planned the whole thing—take the bus to the jail, show him the clip, let him hear it from her own phone before the sound was lost in transfer or memory.

But lockdown meant no visits. No calls. No hearing his daughter say his name on her birthday.

She opened the fridge, closed it again, opened a cabinet and stared at a row of half-empty cereal boxes. Nothing she wanted. Everything she needed.

The living room light clicked on. Hector stood at the hallway’s edge, shirtless, holding a glass of water. His tone was dry, not even sharp—just bored and mean.

“You go play grandmother today or just sit in the corner like a ghost?”

Sara turned slowly. “What’s your problem?”

“I don’t got a problem. I just live in a house where everyone keeps pretending your boy didn’t screw up everybody’s life.”

She didn’t answer. Just moved toward the sink, rinsed her hands. The cold water made her fingers ache.

“You still defending him like he ain’t the reason we can’t pay bills on time. Like he didn’t drag your whole name through the mud.”

Sara turned, mug in hand. “Don’t talk about him like that.”

He laughed. “Why not? Kid’s in jail. Everybody knows it. You're just too proud to admit he’s not coming home.”

The mug flew before she knew she’d let go of it.

The mug flew before she knew she’d let go of it.

It shattered against the wall just to Hector’s left—coffee-stained ceramic exploding across the tile.

Hector didn’t flinch. Just stared at her, eyes dark and dull. “Real grown-up, Sara.”

Footsteps came fast down the hall, then Saul appeared in the doorway. Shirtless, lanky, phone still in his hand like he’d just been scrolling before the noise hit.

“Yo—what the hell?” he said, eyes darting between them.

Sara turned toward him, breathing hard.

Saul raised a hand. “You want to throw stuff, fine. But the other kids are asleep. You want them waking up thinking there’s another fight going down?”

That was enough. Enough to snap the thread inside her.

She grabbed her bag, slung it over her shoulder without a word, and walked straight out the front door.

~~~

Dre didn’t knock. He just stood outside his grandmother’s house on Ursulines Street until she opened the door, dish towel in one hand, wariness in her eyes.

“What’s up, Mawmaw.”

She gave him a long look. “Don’t you even start with that sweet-talk.”

“I just wanna talk to him,” Dre said. “Ain’t gonna be no problems.”

“You don’t think there’s been enough problems?”

She didn’t move aside. Just kept one hand on the knob, holding the screen door half-open like that was enough to keep the world out.

“I ain’t mad,” Dre said. “Not today. I just need a word.”

She finally stepped back but didn’t let go of the door. “He ain’t here.”

Dre’s brow lifted. “He roll out, or somebody come get him?”

She sighed. “Two men came by this morning. Said he needed to answer some more questions. Said it wouldn’t take long.”

“You see what kind of car?”

She shook her head.

He paused. “They cuff him?”

Her eyes narrowed. “No. And I didn’t ask why, neither.”

That was enough.

Dre looked away, jaw clenched.

No cuffs meant it wasn’t an arrest. It was protection. The state didn’t want Percy walking around on his own anymore. They didn’t want to risk what might happen if he was still out here.

He exhaled slow through his nose. “So that’s it, then.”

“I don’t know where they took him,” she said, voice low. “And I don’t want to.”

Dre stepped back down onto the porch, hands deep in his pockets. All the pieces he’d been moving in his mind—the timing, the chances, the risk—it was all gone. Percy was gone. Out of reach. Behind locked doors and bulletproof glass, no doubt.

He’d waited too long. And now everything would have to play out in court, in public, in front of strangers who didn’t care what things meant out here.

He started to walk down the steps.

“Be careful what you chase,” his grandmother called after him. “You might just catch it.”

He paused, head tilted slightly toward her voice.

Then nodded once and kept walking.

~~~

Leo was already leaning against the passenger door when she pulled up. He didn’t wave. Just flicked his cigarette to the curb, climbed in, and muttered, “Go.”

He didn’t say where. He never did. She knew the routine by now—just drive until he said stop. No questions, no glances, no music.

They rolled down Claiborne under the slow drag of a gray sky. Traffic lights blinked through hazy humidity, and the air felt like it was pressing down on her chest. Mireya gripped the steering wheel tighter than she needed to.

Leo was quiet, thumbing his phone, a wad of cash peeking from the inside pocket of his jacket. He wasn’t careless—but he wasn’t nervous either. That was the thing that scared her most.

He finally told her to turn near an auto shop, then pointed to the alley behind a corner store. “Pull around the back. I’ll be five.”

She did. Left the car idling. Picked at the cracked vinyl of the steering wheel while he disappeared into the building.

The longer she sat, the more the air inside thickened. Sweat clung to the back of her neck. The wrapped present in the backseat slid to the floor with a soft thump. She reached down, tucked it back up onto the seat. Pink paper, lopsided bow. The last of the cheap ribbon they’d used for Christmas.

When Leo came back out, he pulled the door open and caught sight of the gift.

“What’s that?” he asked.

Mireya didn’t turn. “My daughter’s birthday.”

He paused halfway into the seat, smirked. He reached toward the gift, fingers brushing the edge of the bow before letting go. “Damn. For a second I was hoping it was yours.”

Her stomach turned.

Leo chuckled, casual and low, settling into the seat like nothing was wrong. “Guess we’ll save the surprise for later, huh?”

She didn’t respond.

He reached into his jacket, pulled out a folded bill, and dropped it into the cupholder. “Make sure she gets something nice.”

She waited until he was out of the car to grab the money. Slid it into her pocket without even unfolding it.



Her mother said Camila had been cranky all afternoon. Elena had tried rocking her, changing her, even a little walk around the block. Nothing worked.

Mireya didn’t say much. Just took her daughter into the bedroom and closed the door.

Camila melted into her arms the moment she picked her up. Tired, warm, cake-sticky. Her curls clung to Mireya’s shirt. She didn’t cry—just sighed, like the world had finally let her go for the night.

Mireya sat on the edge of the bed, swaying slowly, her fingers tracing circles on Camila’s back.

No songs. No talking.

Not until Camila was almost asleep.

Then, just above a whisper:

“I’m sorry he wasn’t here. I’m sorry for everything.”

She held her daughter tighter. Not like a mother soothing a child—but like someone bracing for impact.

~~~

The pod had gone still again. The kind of still that made time feel heavier. Like the walls were leaning in just to see if you’d break.

Caine sat cross-legged on his bunk, his back against the cool cinderblock. A single sheet of lined paper rested on his lap, the edges soft from being folded and unfolded too many times. The stub of a golf pencil pinched between his fingers.

He stared at the page for a while before writing.

The top corner was already marked:
July 18
Camila – 1 year

Then, slower this time:

“Happy birthday, baby girl. You probably wore something pink. Your mama probably made you smile even when you didn’t want to. I hope somebody sang to you. I was supposed to call. They locked us down. Another overdose. Somebody I didn’t even know. I don’t know what kind of man I’ll be when you’re two. I don’t know if I’ll still be in here or not. But I’m still trying. That’s all I got left to give you. Lo prometo.”

He didn’t sign it. Just folded the paper back into fourths, tucked it into the back of his copy of The Fire Next Time, and leaned his head against the wall.

In the distance, someone snored. Another boy muttered in his sleep. A toilet flushed. Then—silence.

Caine closed his eyes. And let a fitful sleep take him.

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Post by Soapy » 23 Jun 2025, 09:07

catching on these updates is a part time job

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them boys aint slide for Caine, tough scene
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Post by Caesar » 24 Jun 2025, 15:45

Soapy wrote:
23 Jun 2025, 09:07
catching on these updates is a part time job

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Twas a race against time, bruh
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